i did a big big error @ work. was published in the papers recently..coz this customer,who happens to be a reporter, is the victim of my mistake. but luckiy, no names & no company names was published...
n so...i was called up by my big big boss..had talked with him..which he was suprisingly nice n kind with me with his words, BUT being preggie i cant control my emotions and started to cry all out in the toilet after that. it was the biggest error ive made..coz it affected my company reputation n all....
my lady boss was kind enough to console me in the toilet..she understands my position of being preggie..someone who is always tired, cant concentrate much, always feeling restless and tend to feel sleepy during the day..she said, i need to go slower in order to reduce my error rates.
what makes me feel bad n useless is that, i am not always like this. i had always done my work properly,get good results n all...only recently, the pregnancy is putting a strain on me..affecting my work performance.
i cant believed i cry really hard n loud in the toilet. my colleagues are the best. they make me feel better. this incident makes me wanna start my ML now......but its too early...
sigh..