last nite was "guys nite out". suprisingly, i let my baby enjoy the outing without disturbing him much. hehe. maybe because he has been letting me do what i want or go where i want this recent times, so its only fair that i let him enjoy his nite out..plus, the guys rarely go out like this. movie + latenite + DXO. really, i mean rarely go out like this. hehe. so, i only remind him to be good & nice. and so he did. he behaved. and he said thank you.

i love md nizam. =)

i been very very busy this past two weeks. almost everyday i stayed out late. i think 12days out of 14 days im home only after 10pm. never get to talk to my mom, some nights just a hi and some no words at all. quite sad really. but im so packed with my own activities. sigh...mostly because of my dance and spending time with my baby. and last wed i attended the Rihanna Party (by the muttons frm 98.7fm) @ stjames. last Sunday was panpan wedding @ expo. left only with a tiny bit with family. BUT i managed to get back all the time lost just now. had a wonderful dinner with mummy,daddy,lil bro & sis. =)

im going to Christina concert tomorrow!!!! yeah!!!!..with who?? errrm...ALONE!!! haha.. nobody wants to accompany me (unless i have free tix or pay for them)!! bluueekkk!! =P so i decided i take this matter in my own hands...hehehe..baby wanted to accompany me, but i said it wld be a waste of money since he's not a fan of Christina. but it was sweet of him to let me go. =)

actually, im so over it that i didnt win any tix from any of our local radio station & from mtv asia. BUT i kept listening to Deejays talking abt her " great concert" and they playing her songs she performed live, makes me more and more GERAM!! hahah...n so i bought it just now. =) u might think im crazy. and i think i am. hehe.. really..going to a concert alone. ahahha.....i hope it wld be as fun as the Black Eyed Peas concert i went last 2yrs.. =P

WOOOOO...HOOOOOO!!!!!!

eversince I've cut my hair short, i received alot of different feedback. Not nice? Nice?..what u think? i dun care! hahah.. =P

my uncle says he hate the slanted hairstyle. ask me to cut straight lagik!! sardine jer..heheh. my work mates kinda like it on me but some even ask y i cut away my curlies..vince says i looked slimmer with this hairstyle whereas bestie say i looked really round with it. hmmmpphh!.... some say its refreshing, some say its common...but what the heck. i love my hair!! n of coz my baby loves it too!!

after months and weeks of preparation (bedek sey!..hehe), we finally get to settle for a day to celebrate our dear dyllah's 22nd birthday. it was an advanced one, coz everyone is so busy with their own plans/appointments/work/family.. but we did manage to pull it through right? haha. Dyllah was excited & anxious, not knowing where we're taking her. she even try to squeeze some info from my baby but luckily, he didn't spoil the surprise.. =) hehe..tak sabar eh dia... =P

even after meeting her, i was keeping my mouth shut on where we're going. haha...i even said we're going Geylang Lor. She was like "WhaT?!!"...haha.. it was quite believable coz we were waiting for dian to fetch us at aljunid mrt.. very near huh..? =P

playing tricks on her, dian kept driving here and there, turning right & left, making her confused. she even thought we're having dinner @ Mcdonalds kallang!!! hahaha... then we finally, reached our destination. VANSH restaurant @ Stadium Waterfront.

perfect ambiance, great food, exotic music, great setting...there's no other perfect place to celebrate her birthday. of coz, this place was recommended by Wawa..birthday card was done by ME (not doing my work during office hrs, instead doing arts & crafts..haha..& running here & there to get the materials....)...birthday cake was baked by Dian (she self acclaimed herself..ehehe)..but actually she bought it lah..

had fun. alot of laughing. smiles. girls talk. posing for camera.
and even tears. of happiness of coz. =)

Happy Birthday Dyllah!
we love you.
muacks!!

p/s: pictures will be posted soon.

AT last i got into a dance class!! of coz encouraged by my two lovelies sal n lynna! 3 of us enroll in Studio Wu dance classes. pheobe dunno y suddenly last min back out!...u noti girl!!...hmmpphh..! what can i say, yesterday was my 1st day n it was really a cultural shock experience. wanna know y? coz we are so determine to skip level n went straight to intermediate classes!!...hahah...its was tough man.. the hip hop class. very fast paced, stretched like mad, slide our legs...Wow..i was sweating like crazy. n my body was aching coz i hav not been doing workout for dunno how many donkey years.....hahha..but the instructor, Yutaki was cute..!!

we went to locking class after that. the instructor, Michael was such an eye candy....awww...he so pretty..i mean literally, pretty. like a girl face!!..the class is quite relaxing, more to the basic moves n use alot of "rocking the body up and down". more like for the big band style of dancing.....relaks ajer... =P well, my 1st day of dance class was an experience....funny sia we all..somemore we are late by almost 20mins.....hehehe

today, we went for latin jazz...by instructor Farah. i always wanted to try out jazz, n this latin jazz was a totally new thing to me. I Loike!!! i get to do the jazzy thingy, the balerina thingy, turn & pose like a diva...the majestic look...aww...flamingo hands....basically similar to the "bull dance"...hahha.we had fun... =) we wanted to try out the mtv class, but it was full...the dance studio had no more space for us... its ok..

ive learnt that dancing doesnt look as easy as u see. alot of streeettcchinggg! & coordination... but im loving it! =) cant wait to try the girls hip hop & street jazz...

wheeeeeee!!!!!! =P

after class...hehe

im planning a beach holiday trip in august. to koh samui. NICE??! hehe ..so relaxing.. BUT im lost! i dunno where to start the research. i tried so hard for the past days. its so confusing. have books, newspaper,notes, printouts,maps......arghh!.. hav to transfer through so many mode of transport! airplane, bus, ferry...arghh!!..direct flight wld cost a bomb!! surat thani, donsak, bangkok, chaweng, lamai, don muaeng...n some other weird places...arrggggh!!... someone help me!......i dun want to get standed in thailand!

i love brad pitt~~!!!! some other girls love him too, but i dont think they are as crazy as me!!! hhahaha.... and one day, i saw this magazine shelf and scream..." AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........."

i saw this.

it was him @ 7eleven. i nvr seen this kind of cover page of him b4..like a dream come true.. hehe it cost me $7.90 n its a men's magazine ...haha my baby didnt let me buy it, but i bought it the next day!! haaha

so many pictures of him!!! i loike!!! but still got the angelina bitch pix...

damn!! of coz!! other than being an actor, he's my darling!! =P

dun hate him coz he's BEAUTIFUL..

n now u know how crazy i am abt him....muacks! muacks!!

i was being a good sis today. i bring my brother to watch Shrek 3 @ Cinelesure. we took bus!! yeah!!

we had dinner @ long john silvers. had a small argument coz eveyone wants to eat at diff places!! we really enjoyed the movie!! it was really funny...only to get irritated by this small kid runny up & down the stairs in the cinema.with bells on her hand!! where the hell is her parents??? watching the movie!! stupid parents...after the movie, we played arcade!! yeah...!!! we got to ride the big truck...driven by my bro of coz!! haha n i played the car racing...

still not enough of playing, we went to Emax @Level 9. we played Fifa X box. hehe... i thought i only wanna see the boys play, but in the end i joined them too and scored a goal for Liverpool!!!! yeah!!!!

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Guess What?!! Kak Rozita have given birth to a healthy Baby BOY tjis morning!!!!! she called me just now n im so happy for her..Congrats kak... =)

had lunch @ Burger king with the girls. taste sooo delicious!!! but it was a hot hot afternoon..

after work, me, nana & phoebe went jalan2 & marina sq. body shop sale @ 50% disc. bebe was crazy shopping while i only bought two things. im a bit amazed by the amount of products she cld find there...haha..

we went ikea @ alexandra just now. we were dreaming of having our own house. how our sofa/couch wld be like, just the right sofenss & texture..how our bedroom wld be, the perfect bed, the perfect wardrobe (suprisingly,thats what he thinks abt all the time..hehe), the right kitchen cabinet....the living room, toilet space, kitchen ware... we spent alot of time on the dining table..hehe.. we had fun. we had our "problem sharing time" too. thanks for making my day. n thanks for applying the plaster on my blister on my feet.

i love u mdnizam.

i called her around midnight on monday. but when i heard her voice, i put down. hehe..phsyco huh..??it took me great courage to msg her on tuesday afternoon. i gave her a very simple sms.

"im sorry for eveything..."

she replied me only after 5 hours of me waiting anxiously.

she replied," Sorry?? why??.."

and from there i started a sms conversation with her. it was simple and sweet. no bashing of words wat so ever. being me, i was abit emotional on my side. =P i was sincere in asking for forgiveness and she was nice to me. im glad! n she msg me again just now. =) but still, we still have not officially declare that we are frenz again. but i prefer to move in slow.... thanks to the people who urged me to persue my happiness..

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to my dear dyllah, i hope u doing on well. i know u're a very strong-willed girl and will make it through this obstacle in life. i dunno how u can make it through a day with so many things in ur mind..i apreciate ur trust in me..thanks.. so many people cared abt u, so u dont have to worry abt being lonely ok?...call me if u feel like sharing ok?...i might not be a good advisor, but i sure a good listenr..n good at keeping secrets....=) the girls and i need to meet up. i mean all us FOUR!!!need to take that picture of us with bob hair!!..and i need to talk to everysingle one of u...hehe..rindu lah.. =P

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to my dear cousin, my dear putput..i knoe its been very hard for u this past few mths..u fell down flat, and pick urself up..and then fell again..and pick ur self up..u nvr knew this, but i see a very strong girl inside..keep having faith in Allah and im sure HE will help u ease ur pain..continue what u been doing all this while, n im sure HE will show u the right way..all i cld do is lend u a listening ear and feel for you.. human beings are so complicated. u nvr know what they want exactly..so thats the unfair part. i will hang out with u one day ok?? to oceans 13 maybe?...to see our boyfriend, BRAD PITT!!.. (by the way ppl, i nvr share my brady with anyone except with my dear putput.. =) hehe..) i love u lots girl!

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i think ive become more brigther today...more at ease..coz of all the complications that i hav..bestie and gf are going to Bangkok this july, i wanted to join them so badly,but i cant take leave on tht day..im very dissapointed..very..maybe next time...

n guess what??! i met my old buddy from Nk chemicals...its Odie, my philipino scandal way back in Nk...hehehe i miss him man!! im so happy to meet him in the train just now..he's abit cubby now, haha..but ive promised him to visit Nk one day...oh alrite... =) n he reminds me of michael scofield!!! coz of his big eyes n bald head!!!!

after work, i rushed myself to tan tock seng to meet my sister. i didnt even stayed back even though there were tons of work left. she was admitted to the hospital. her feet got infected by germs and it had spread to her whole body. it was a horrible sight. her feet was swollen, bloated, liquid coming out, yellowish stuff, redness, itchiness, peeling of skin.. u never want to see it..poor her..she cant walked properly.

she was back home. waiting to be discharge never felt so long. it took the hospital abt 5hrs before she was discharge properly. too much things to do, slow service, n long waiting time. i told myself never to go TTSH again. my uncle carry her up the stairs. how sweet. =) me,my dad n mom became her so called "maid for the week". we did everything for her. its kinda irritating sometimes coz she seems to order us to do sooo many things.even the simplest thing like pickup her handphone..arrgghhh!!..she felt so worthless...but we kept her spirits high.. hahaha....(wait till u get better sis!!) on midnight, i wish her happy birthday. it was her 25th bdae. get well soon sis. ur 1week mc will give me alot of work to do at home!!! =P

on a differnt note, my baby told me something tht happen during soccer. straight away i called my dear dyllah. worried sick for her.. n so i manage to meet her later last nite. miss her so much and lots and lots. been reading abt her and was wondering what happening and finally i had all the answers. im sorry gerl..i didnt know all abt it n i promise i wont tell anyone..be strong and im sure the rest of us and myself will be there for u if u feeling like letting all out..