Monday, June 30, 2008 •
pinky!!!!!!!!
28th & 29th JUNE 2008!
i love my pink room! =P
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 1:58 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008 •
i found it!!
my watch, i found it!!! after many months of keeping quiet abt it, (tht ive lost the watch my besties bought for me), i FOUND IT just now! hahahah...tht a relieved sey!! n bestie was not too pleased with the news...hahaha im jsut glad i found it!! wooohoooo!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 3:13 PM
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girly affair
had a chillout session wif razia on friday evening. BALCONY was the perfect place for us to hang out. its been mths since i last saw her. a reunion was what we needed. our girly affair over our all so expensive drink was awesome. hehehe. well, it was money well spent. although its abit hot in there, but teh cushion we sat on was the perfect setting. with small cushion and our barefoot, we feel as though we're at home..=) i love this babe.she is such a sweetheart. telling her all my wedding details was the motive of the meet up. she was so excited for me..damn alot (THATS WHAT I NEEDED)... =P tnx babe. showing off some of my personal stuff to her was great. hehee i shall influence her on branded stuff soon...hahahah
i love u babe!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 2:27 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008 •
our baju kurung..
on tuesday we collect our baju salinan. we tried it on. its so perfect.
with his matching songkok. i cant wait to wear it. we looked good in it, together.
and also, at last..i got my baby his wedding ring. the last thing tht we bought. hehehe..
he was so excited..so cute!..i love him!!!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 6:35 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 •
hehehe..*shy*
yes..we bought our bed last nite..cant wait to sleep on it! hehehe.. will post the pictures once i finish make over-ing my room..ill show the b4 n after pictures ok? will be painting our room on 28th June.. till then.. love love =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:57 AM
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congrats
Congratulation Liza & Hidir on ther beautiful wedding...
May u two have eternal bliss.. =)
yes..matin is very cute!
haiz..melt me away.. =P
yes..matin is very cute!haiz..melt me away.. =Phugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:57 AM
Friday, June 13, 2008 •
now, he is my bestfriend.
everything was alrite for me. i had freshen up yesterday and today emily said i looked great. she said i looked really fair and fresh. =P all i cld reply was..."bcoz i am happy today......" plus, mr fiance send me to work...hehehe
get to meet bestie just now for awhile. after so long..after so many drama..after so many blaming @ each other..after so many quarells..after so many silent nights.. we found out that we're grown up and we cant quarell at each other (even the slightest and tiniest thing) forever. mr fiance was cool abt it. he understood. thanks dear! i love u even more! heehehe.. bestie was super supportive. abt my weddng stuff and all. n i tot i was going to loose him one day, but its not true. i am so happy. thts the only thing i need now SUPPORTING FRIENDS.. =)
i just hope bestie will change more and more and be a very good boy one day. so he cld make razia a very happy girl, (although i think she is right now but i want more happiness for them)have a wonderful life together...and what??...and one day OUR kids (me & nizam)'s and (bestie & razia)'s kids can be bestfriends too..just like mom & dad.. *winks*
and now i cld say, i love my brestfriend. he's great. =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:58 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008 •
depression
i had a sudden depression on tuesday. i dunno why. that morning when i woke up, i felt so terrible. i felt sad, moody and weak. stupid things came thru my mind. all those bad things, all those weird things. i cant control my feelings. i cried to work. in the bus, train and even at the lobby @ work. was looking for answers to what questions..i dun even know where to start. tears still ran down my cheek when i started working.
i know i cant go on the day like this. and also, i was feeling so sick too. i visited the doctor. she gave me 1.5 days mc. i think she knew something was not right. i dun even hav fever.
i reached home. jump onto my bed and started to cry again. and i cry. and i cry. until i cried to sleep. when i woke up at 6pm, i felt so sick. swollen eyes, blocked nose and hagged face. after i ate dinner, (which is the 1st ever thing i put inside my mouth tht day, not even a sip of water) i sleep again.
granny woke me up the nex morning. she make me porridge and let me sleep a little bit more. so sweet of her. i took a shower and visited newly born Illeesya. damn, she made me happy. raise my spirits high. and my aunt too gave me some advice, which i think thru. suddenly i felt better. abit. my family really can change my mood. im glad for tht. =)
meet up with mr fiance. i became more energized. b4 i knew it, i fell in love with him all over again. n i had forgotten how sad i was the day b4. he dun know abt it, coz i dun want him to be worried. but somehow, after i had a short meet up with him, i knew everything will be okay. and i truly love him for that.
but im still confused, what was i thinking? do all, who are getting married, hav this kind of strange emotion build up so suddenly at one point of their journey? i wonder...
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:45 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008 •
thnak you
thank you for ur honesty...
thank you for being truthful...
thank you for loving me...
thank you for bein a great fren.. =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 3:15 PM
