so many things happened. where do i start? my life now revolves around work and home. ONLY. why? coz im not like last time. always going out and partying and going home late night and spent & spent and movies and chillin. its different. i have to. i only work, go home,work, go home,work, go home. Boring eh...? yeah..well its good in a way. furthermore im staying with my uncle n aunt,remember?

apart from that, of coz im still busy planning for my wedding. so many things to think about,to worry about,to research about..well..its tiring sometimes. BUT people close me hav been reminding me that, the planning part should be a nice and exciting experience, not a burden. But its not to me, luckily. =)

so far its gong on well. most of them already siap. only tinggal afew of them..like the invitation cards & my wedding cake (not yet to be comfirm!!..stress...). my honeymoon planning is still hangging. i dunno where to start. i do know where to go..but i dunno how to plan it. sian. and............................$$$$...seems like its not enough eh...how eh..??

the wedding preparation course was okay. most of it was fun..but some of it was boring. really, it made me think of marriage alot more seriously now. the issues that we may encounter and etc etc..i became more mature, in a way..hehe =)

but im scared i cant be the best wife in the world to him. coz i know myself..im easily distracted, influenced and change mood. im very emotionally attached. haiz...but dun worry, i will try my best..and i know i can..coz he will help me be a btter person..like he had done over the past 5yrs++....

thank you md nizam. i love you for loving me so much.

p/s: i passed my driving last month..YES!

n soon my soon brother-in-law ask me

" so where was the wedding held at?....."