this book is the perfect tool for me. ive read it once, n i want to keep it. but its a library book. ill find this book soon. it teaches me alot of things abt being someone fiancee. what to expect. what to encounter. how to react. how to feel. it made me identify my feelings n emotions and make me understand wat it meant. n its ok to cry or to be sad. n also be happy n excited, by not feeling gulity abt anything else. well..

EMOTIONALLY ENGAGED..

A Bride's Guide To SURVIVING the "Happiest" time of her LIFE.

while u think being engaged is abt all happy, lovey dovey stuff...think again. its when u experience the diff kind of emotions in one go...hatred,guilt, happy, in love, confused, misery, overwhelmed, blessed..n so one..its ok to feel tht way. its healthy. dun be scared. but one thing for sure, it made me grow as a person, and made us grow n a couple..n i can say now, im ready to get married. coz ive cross the bridge from being a single lady, to being someone's wife soon. i have past tht phase.... n im so ever ready..nvr felt better. no one can change my mind or say what they thing it is. coz they dont understand coz u hav not experiance this wonderful journey of mine. =)

things will change, abit, alot..im not sure. but my hubby will be my top priority later. i love my parents no less, still alot, but u have to be a wife or shld i say a wife to be to understand my statement just now. REALLY. my gfs can still party or hang out as much as they want. of coz i will feel left out sometimes, but i choose to stay out of tht sometimes..not bcoz im afraid of mr fiancee or bcoz i think is not appropriate..but bcoz i think this is how i shld behave..dun enjoy too much. coz i felt i am not alone anymore..its like i need him to be by my side. like i felt imcomplete. but of coz, i will still have my once a week nite out with my frenz without him, but not as often as i used to when i was single.

Really. if u still think im a boring person after i got hitch, u can think tht. coz its not abt me or him anymore. its abt us. thts all tht matter. but ill bet, i will still be the same mira as b4..the crazy and funny and noisy girl...