exactly today was my grandad 10th yr death anniversary. i felt guilty tht i forget abt it. but i soon remembered it when i receive an sms from my uncle. ard 11.30am. i miss him. he was my grandad. my tok aji. i did recite for him some prayers during my bus ride to lunch. and after lunch i did it again. and coincidently, fiza O didnt hav any topic for her show. it was free for all, anything we wanna share. n so i send her a msg.
"Hari ini genap 10 tahan arwah atuk saya meniggal kan kami.walaupun sudah lama pemergiannya itu, kami sekeluarga masih meniggatinya...kami tidah pernah melupakanya dan kami tetap akan merinduinya..Amin."and fizo O did read it on air. she says tht we will regret the things that we didnt do for someone we love, until they are gone..she says we need to treasure the time we had with our loved ones..listening to the way she say it, i started to cry. tears flow down my cheek. no one notice me. in the office at ard 3plus. i cant control my feelings.i miss him alot. he taught me alot of things. i still can rememebr the last few hours and minutes before he left us. i was there by his bed. n i saw he took his last breath. u tell me, do u think i can forget him? NO..but im sad tht i can actually forget his death anniversary..
the thing i regret most is that when i was younger, i should have been more serious about learning how to read the Quran..i used to really hate it when he taught me
ngaji..so tiring & hard..but now,thinking abt the things he did for his grandchildren, he sure loves us more than his own children.i miss his stories abt our Prophets, buying us ice cream, cycling @ voideck, giving us $1, our silly jokes...i love him. he's a great man,dad,grandad,teacher,uncle and husband....