i called her around midnight on monday. but when i heard her voice, i put down. hehe..phsyco huh..??it took me great courage to msg her on tuesday afternoon. i gave her a very simple sms.
"im sorry for eveything..."
she replied me only after 5 hours of me waiting anxiously.
she replied," Sorry?? why??.."
and from there i started a sms conversation with her. it was simple and sweet. no bashing of words wat so ever. being me, i was abit emotional on my side. =P i was sincere in asking for forgiveness and she was nice to me. im glad! n she msg me again just now. =) but still, we still have not officially declare that we are frenz again. but i prefer to move in slow.... thanks to the people who urged me to persue my happiness..
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to my dear dyllah, i hope u doing on well. i know u're a very strong-willed girl and will make it through this obstacle in life. i dunno how u can make it through a day with so many things in ur mind..i apreciate ur trust in me..thanks.. so many people cared abt u, so u dont have to worry abt being lonely ok?...call me if u feel like sharing ok?...i might not be a good advisor, but i sure a good listenr..n good at keeping secrets....=) the girls and i need to meet up. i mean all us FOUR!!!need to take that picture of us with bob hair!!..and i need to talk to everysingle one of u...hehe..rindu lah.. =P
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to my dear cousin, my dear putput..i knoe its been very hard for u this past few mths..u fell down flat, and pick urself up..and then fell again..and pick ur self up..u nvr knew this, but i see a very strong girl inside..keep having faith in Allah and im sure HE will help u ease ur pain..continue what u been doing all this while, n im sure HE will show u the right way..all i cld do is lend u a listening ear and feel for you.. human beings are so complicated. u nvr know what they want exactly..so thats the unfair part. i will hang out with u one day ok?? to oceans 13 maybe?...to see our boyfriend, BRAD PITT!!.. (by the way ppl, i nvr share my brady with anyone except with my dear putput.. =) hehe..) i love u lots girl!
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i think ive become more brigther today...more at ease..coz of all the complications that i hav..bestie and gf are going to Bangkok this july, i wanted to join them so badly,but i cant take leave on tht day..im very dissapointed..very..maybe next time...
n guess what??! i met my old buddy from Nk chemicals...its Odie, my philipino scandal way back in Nk...hehehe i miss him man!! im so happy to meet him in the train just now..he's abit cubby now, haha..but ive promised him to visit Nk one day...oh alrite... =) n he reminds me of michael scofield!!! coz of his big eyes n bald head!!!!
