Sunday, April 08, 2007 •
bestfriend
sometimes i wish my bestfriend was a girl. we can do so many things together. like most girls do, without alot of complications. a friend who is like a sister to me. i realised how much i miss having a girl as a bestfriend. wow..its been so many yrs that i have a really really close girlfren near me. like a twin. like a lesbian partner. yes, that close. really, a bestfriend who i can depend on which i can tell eveything in the world without having to worry about my baby. or what my baby wld be thinking we're two are doing. who can understand how a girl feels about certain things and not afraid to show their emotions.
only a memory now..
but no. i have a guy as a bestfriend. yes, he means alot to me. yes, he's been there for me. yes, i know he cares. yes, i treat him like my baby brother. but its different coz he's a guy. i cant do what normal bestfriends do or what we used to do when both of us are singles. were not always around each other, but we just know that we are.
my other guy..
and my baby dont really favour me having another guy. coz i know how he feels about a girl-boy friendship.and i thanked my baby for being very understanding all this while. i know its been hard for him. almost 5yrs he's been trying his best to understand me. and im grateful for that.
and his girlfriend. she's the best. so hard to find a girlfriend like her. very very understanding. thanks girl.
but its really nice to have a twin sister around....AGAIN.
lots of love.
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 3:15 PM
