Thursday, September 28, 2006 •
training to be a good daughter-in-law..LoLz!
yesterday break fast at my baby's house. bought them indian rojak & fruits. ceh..haha..everything went well, was very helpful wif the preparation of food. lay the table n drinks. only his mom n younger bro was at home. soon his elder bro joined us. i ate abit. yes..juz a small portion. i dunno y..so not like me. this is the 1st time i ate abit @ their house.
finish eating. cleaning up time. wash all the dishes. damn alot!! haiya..hehe..auntie say its ok, juz watch tv. dun bother. but i insisted. wash & wash & wash. auntie going out for her terawih prayers. left me, my baby and his two brothers. they watch tv. i clean the kitchen!!!!!
arrange all the utensils & plates. clean the sink. wipe the sink and cabinet. arrange the bottles and other electrical appliances. wash away yesterday rice...blah blah blah............very tired. but very satisfied. wanna impressed my futuer mother in law mah...hehehehe
my baby kept telling me to stop coz he knows im tired. but i still continued.
he elder bro sey.."wah..so good..
i said"once a while mah.."..
he was like.."huh?"..
it was so obvious i dont do household chores at home!!! hahahaha
watch tv for awhile. abt 9pm. go home. auntie was late. im tired already.
b4 i leave, his bro said " thank u for cleaning my kitchen!"..
i was very happy. he appreciate it. wonder what auntie think abt it. ahahhaa
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:46 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 •
my boyfriends..haha
NO. 1 BRAD PITT ..my love..
NO. 2..my baby..hehe (oppss!)
NO.3 HADY MIRZA..sexy boyhugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:31 PM
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my singapore idol
my hazy mirza won. he's our spore idol. i am so happy. i scream when i heard hady's name was annoucned. i love him. sexy boy. hehe..
gosh...he's hot..
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:23 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006 •
love him
i love my baby. so much. wanna marry him. thank u my dear.
aside from all the problems i have, he still beside me. i feel safe & secure.
muaacks..
aside from all the problems i have, he still beside me. i feel safe & secure.
muaacks..
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:47 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006 •
im very sorry
last nite. i saw u, i was happy. u told me a bad news. ur granny passed away. i was shocked n felt sorry for u. n then, i was angry for not telling me ealier abt it. reminded u how u didnt informed me earlier the other time too. i walked away from u. i shouldnt n i regret it. im sorry for not being ther for u. n not even talking to u after that. i noe u need me. hey i am supposed to be ther for u at ur lowest point. i promised b4. but i dunno what happen to me last nite. i was worried for u. so sad to c u in that condition. but i didnt make a move. i didnt go to u. i was so near but yet far from u. i was being a selfish bitch. i noe u kept looking at me coz u wan me to b wif u. i saw,i wanted to but i dunno y i didnt. my frenz was ther. i didnt tell them a single thing. i felt guilty for laughing out loud n having a blast talking while u sit ther in the corner wif ur frenz talking quietly. all the while i was peeping at u if u ever saw how sorry i am. i kept it to myself. thers know one i could confide to except to ur self. was thinking abt it the whole journey back. i cried when i reached home. i felt terrible n all so guilty. u didnt call me. i know u dissapointed in me. im sorry dear. i was not realising what are u going thru at that time. ur loved one juz left u n i know u are very down. promised i be ther for u. but pls let me b the 1st to know if anything happens to u. thank u for not being mad at me. but i know u are really dissapointed in ur fren here. im sorry. i care for u alot.be strong. i pray for her. luv ya. *HUGS*
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 3:40 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006 •
the women dun get it
men + soccer + males frenz + latenights NOT EQUALS TO women (thats me!!) baby playing soccer at 1am-3am tonite. at kallang indoor stadium. in the cage. goodness. who the hell play soccer in the middle of the nite. sheeessshh...guys will be guys..soccer, their life..
lucky if ur boyfren dun play soccer. if they do, they r really mad abt that game.
i juz dun get it. oh well....
lucky if ur boyfren dun play soccer. if they do, they r really mad abt that game.
i juz dun get it. oh well....
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:00 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006 •
my girls.....
juz check out my girls blog. dyllah,dian,wawa. oh i miss u guys. i know i been missing lately. either im buzy or im too tired to call u girls up when im free. or even sms. i feel guilty. miss u girls badly. seriously. after my bdae celebration wif u girls, i was missing in action. im sorry.
Dyllah - reading ur lastest entry about our KL trip makes me miss u girls even more. we had so much fun. we bonded. we laughed. we cried (watching the malay drama..haha!). we danced. we shopped. we sleep. we share secrets. ohh..i really enjoyed ur company. dyllah, u are so near to me but yet very far. i dunno y. the other day when i saw u i was soo happy. but mayb due to my tiredness i didnt talk that much. =( boo hoo to me...always wantted to call u during office hrs but always forget or was too busy. wif what, i dun even know..Wawa - reading ur blog makes me glad that eveything is alrite for u now. except that u are still looking for job. so many days i remind myself to call my HR to enquire abt ur referal to my HR..but i always forget. again, i dunno what i am busy wif.. i promised i will call tmrw morning!! ..sorry yeah.. i miss u too gerl..u cubby cheeks!..hehe..ur sisterly love.. eh..i shall not use abrreviations now..haha..nanti org tu tak paham lah..n lucky for me, im not the one who call my guy ,"HUBBY"..hehe juz baby..is that ok for u?? =P Dian - oh miss dian. u are truely missed by me. ur jokes can crack me to the max. n u are the one person u i cld rarely meet due to our far distance home..but that is no excuse to not to meeet!!! so u are in the mood for loveeeee..? im soo happy for u. n ur are truely lucky. ur mommy loves u..!! haha...teach the children properly. u are the quack quack teacher. haha..the big big skirt..haha..can i hide inside it? love u babe my dear girls. i will meet u girls soon. so many things to talk abt. pls call me if u guys are free so we can meet up even for a while. its fasting mth soon so we muz break fast together aight...love u people!!!!! pls dun for me..ur baby here..haha!! muaccckksss!!!!!
Dyllah - reading ur lastest entry about our KL trip makes me miss u girls even more. we had so much fun. we bonded. we laughed. we cried (watching the malay drama..haha!). we danced. we shopped. we sleep. we share secrets. ohh..i really enjoyed ur company. dyllah, u are so near to me but yet very far. i dunno y. the other day when i saw u i was soo happy. but mayb due to my tiredness i didnt talk that much. =( boo hoo to me...always wantted to call u during office hrs but always forget or was too busy. wif what, i dun even know..Wawa - reading ur blog makes me glad that eveything is alrite for u now. except that u are still looking for job. so many days i remind myself to call my HR to enquire abt ur referal to my HR..but i always forget. again, i dunno what i am busy wif.. i promised i will call tmrw morning!! ..sorry yeah.. i miss u too gerl..u cubby cheeks!..hehe..ur sisterly love.. eh..i shall not use abrreviations now..haha..nanti org tu tak paham lah..n lucky for me, im not the one who call my guy ,"HUBBY"..hehe juz baby..is that ok for u?? =P Dian - oh miss dian. u are truely missed by me. ur jokes can crack me to the max. n u are the one person u i cld rarely meet due to our far distance home..but that is no excuse to not to meeet!!! so u are in the mood for loveeeee..? im soo happy for u. n ur are truely lucky. ur mommy loves u..!! haha...teach the children properly. u are the quack quack teacher. haha..the big big skirt..haha..can i hide inside it? love u babe my dear girls. i will meet u girls soon. so many things to talk abt. pls call me if u guys are free so we can meet up even for a while. its fasting mth soon so we muz break fast together aight...love u people!!!!! pls dun for me..ur baby here..haha!! muaccckksss!!!!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:40 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 •
my backache
troubled wif my backache. been having this problem for so long. for mths..mayb yrs without me realising it..shoulder ache. backache. awww...hate it so much. pain. irritating. make me tired. this make me so restless @ work. the sitting down all day at my desk is not helping at all. infact it is making it worse. strain my neck. hav stiff shoulders. eat some muscle relaxer. only help for awhile. hmmm..my baby always help massage my shoulders n back. thanks alot dear. my baby brother is working wif me now. became my massager. hehe..he charged me $2/hr. haha..he do me good. quite satisfying. thank u. heeee.. =)anyone can help me wif my problem??
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:45 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 •
ive done it.
finish wif fasting. yes. managed to break fast with my baby for awhile. he picked me up at work. how sweet..during lunch today, accompanied sal to IKEA. she bought her new furniture for her room. spent over $500++..wow..i juz stand beside her. was like.."u sure u buying this?".."this too?".."u could buy ur ipod wif this money..."..i was being really concern wif the lum sum of money but she really had made her mind. anyway hari raya is coming. good for her. cheers!!..i bought something for myself too..a medium size frame in PINK!! can put all my pictures together..heeeeeeeee..!!! tmrw @ work is our lunch party. kfc & canadian pizza. yeah!! cant wait. yummy yum yum!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:19 PM
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happy weekend
i had the best saturday last weekend. after soo soo long. just the two of us. very happy. nothing disturbing us. no working. no soccer. no frenz. no long conversations on the phone. i loike!! we were in our own world.my baby had planned to bring me to a cable car ride. but it was going to rain. it was a very sweet thought.=) finally, he make an effort to me some surprises. heee...he told me he wanted to watch the sunset from high above..wif me..alone..aaWWW..!!! =P we changed plan. walked ard great world city, PS..did some shopping..chill out..took funny pictures..laugh out loud..chit chatted..only me & him..watch movie "john tucker must die"..very funny..its a chic flick but baby loves it too!! hahawe wanna try something new..after movie visit MUSTAFA CENTRE!! haha..@ 12plus am..nvr in yrs ive known my baby that we wld go eat dosai & roti naan @ little india in the middle of the night..haha..had fun tho..quite surprised that the road ther was busy...we had a hectic life. busy wif work. stress wif work. juggling time. managing our time. we only go out on SATURDAYS now. once a week outing. weekdays n sundays we dont. mayb juz a short meet up. hav to adjust. but surely after so long, we had a very fun outing together. my baby. my fiancee. my protector. luv him lots! muuacckss!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:03 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006 •
T.G.I.F
.thank god its friday.
hehehee...work was alrite for me. but very sleepy this morning dunno y. mayb bcoz my baby send me to work juz now. the wind breezes against my skin. very cooling makes me wanna doze off..n in the ofice so so cold. n hey..i wear a TSHIRT today..haha..nvr got caught..wore my blazer mah..hehe..james (my Boss!) was alright today. since it was raining heavily n im fasting, some of the girls n james was lunching in. so while they wait for their food to be delivered, we hav a nice talk. me,kristin, emily,shuhui n james chit chatted for abt an hr or so. abt life,problems,his kids,boyfriends,family..i was surprised at the openess to their conversations. i sit n listen n contribute some advice to the problems..well, it sure beats off the tension btwn me n james now..heheh..im happy..!! yeah!sal was having a very bad day today. after lunch i was consoling her. n asking her to relax. stress her. poor sal. after work went window shopping @ TM n CSq. shop @ ntuc for groceries. had a great mother n daughter outing. get to talk to her. only her. yay! i love it lots. my baby working. BOO HOO!..now he's @ simpang bedok with his frenz. boring..heheh..i prefer to rest at home on friday nite. its been a tiring week for me.
T.G.I.F!!
muuaaacckss!! =)
hehehee...work was alrite for me. but very sleepy this morning dunno y. mayb bcoz my baby send me to work juz now. the wind breezes against my skin. very cooling makes me wanna doze off..n in the ofice so so cold. n hey..i wear a TSHIRT today..haha..nvr got caught..wore my blazer mah..hehe..james (my Boss!) was alright today. since it was raining heavily n im fasting, some of the girls n james was lunching in. so while they wait for their food to be delivered, we hav a nice talk. me,kristin, emily,shuhui n james chit chatted for abt an hr or so. abt life,problems,his kids,boyfriends,family..i was surprised at the openess to their conversations. i sit n listen n contribute some advice to the problems..well, it sure beats off the tension btwn me n james now..heheh..im happy..!! yeah!sal was having a very bad day today. after lunch i was consoling her. n asking her to relax. stress her. poor sal. after work went window shopping @ TM n CSq. shop @ ntuc for groceries. had a great mother n daughter outing. get to talk to her. only her. yay! i love it lots. my baby working. BOO HOO!..now he's @ simpang bedok with his frenz. boring..heheh..i prefer to rest at home on friday nite. its been a tiring week for me.
T.G.I.F!!
muuaaacckss!! =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 10:03 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006 •
yes!!! yes!!!
JASMINE IS OUT!!!! goodbye to her.yes.yahoo.hurray.
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:13 PM
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puasa..jgn tak puasa ye..
ive been fasting for the last..ahem ahem..4days!! yeah..tmrw again, add to FIVE days. im so happy n proud of myself. although....hehehe..i cant helped do my normal gossiping here n ther..talking abt food (yummy!!)..n skipping prayers..hehehe..above all that, i did my self a gooood job! yeah!!..2 more days n ive done wif the payback.. =)
*to sal, u been a good puasa buddy..hehe.. nex week the fasting mth will start. the mth of ramadhan. cant wait for it. to get as much pahala as i can.. hehehe..i be super good that mth... so my muslim frenz, dun forget to fast ok..ceh...haha lalalalalala.i think im talking crap. thats all for today..im going to oogle at my hady mirza now..wish him luck!!! love my family. love my fiancee. love my frenz. love my life.
muuuaaaccckkkkksss!!!
*to sal, u been a good puasa buddy..hehe.. nex week the fasting mth will start. the mth of ramadhan. cant wait for it. to get as much pahala as i can.. hehehe..i be super good that mth... so my muslim frenz, dun forget to fast ok..ceh...haha lalalalalala.i think im talking crap. thats all for today..im going to oogle at my hady mirza now..wish him luck!!! love my family. love my fiancee. love my frenz. love my life.
muuuaaaccckkkkksss!!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 8:07 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 •
=) hehehe
my baby gave me chocolates juz now..surprised me..heehee..so sweet..
that's all folks.. =P
that's all folks.. =P
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 7:07 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006 •
boring sunday
was not feeling well this morning..headache n feel abit weak. dunno y..since last nite..but hav to go to work. at monkeys at 11am. meeting putput at 10 @ tanah merah.my baby is in KL now. watching the SEPANG race..hmmpphh..!
saw someone at tamp mrt. so long nvr bump into him. act as tho i didnt see him. dunno wat to say to him if i approach him. i feel bad if i ask abt his loss. u see,his brother passed away a few mths ago. so i decided to ignore him n looked away. im sure he saw me n wanted to approach but he too felt uneasy i guess...i wonder how he's doing now.. work was alrite. as usual. everyone was ther. mun,dilla,kak ace,putput,kak sarah n me. it was a 5yr old ang moh kid bdae. her name is lucy. very cute, very adorable. fairies was the theme for today. vince came over. he juz got back from thailand. he brought home a ang moh girl. they bump into each other in thailand. how funny. heheh..he can click wif anyone. he was telling us abt this cute israel guy. hahhaah vince,vince. putput meet wak jepah after work..i meet up wif mama n caca n adek @ bedok. did some shopping n went home. feeling tired. as in now...haiya..sian ah..tmrw working!!! people...tmrw im going to start fasting....yeah..be a gd girl =)
saw someone at tamp mrt. so long nvr bump into him. act as tho i didnt see him. dunno wat to say to him if i approach him. i feel bad if i ask abt his loss. u see,his brother passed away a few mths ago. so i decided to ignore him n looked away. im sure he saw me n wanted to approach but he too felt uneasy i guess...i wonder how he's doing now.. work was alrite. as usual. everyone was ther. mun,dilla,kak ace,putput,kak sarah n me. it was a 5yr old ang moh kid bdae. her name is lucy. very cute, very adorable. fairies was the theme for today. vince came over. he juz got back from thailand. he brought home a ang moh girl. they bump into each other in thailand. how funny. heheh..he can click wif anyone. he was telling us abt this cute israel guy. hahhaah vince,vince. putput meet wak jepah after work..i meet up wif mama n caca n adek @ bedok. did some shopping n went home. feeling tired. as in now...haiya..sian ah..tmrw working!!! people...tmrw im going to start fasting....yeah..be a gd girl =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 8:57 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006 •
....
i have pick up all the pieces slowly at work. bit by bit, i build up again my confidence n trying to avoid my self from doing anymore mistakes. i achived that this wk. im glad. my relationship wif james (my Boss!) hav been going on well.. occationally as a group, we joke wif each other. but i still hav the paranoid feeling that he still didnt favour me that much. dunno y..mayb because of my own feelings. n hey, some people can really be a bitch @ work. Sal was offended by this bitch at work..! dun worry gerl, we are not under her..... cool yeah? * to syah : i hope ur sister is doing fine..* i dun rember wen..but last few days, dyllah shocked me. i was really dissapointed in her n was really sad. she make me cry! cant beleive she did that to me. BUT SHE WAS JOKING WIF ME! hhahahaha... ooh dyllah..pls stop that..takot tau..i was wondering, this is not the dyllah i know...miss ya babe.. the girls hav been missing for weeks. we r going thru the phase of solving our own problems 1st b4 we meet up again. then we share evrything out okay..i hav secrets to tell too....so it will be soon rite girls?? cepat cepat!.....
my mommy hav been sick for a few weeks already. been in an out of sickness. always feeling giddy. very worried. visited the clinic. they refer to CGH. she went for check up yesterday, wif along. luckily, not serious. normal old aged sickness..but hav potential of high blood..sigh..scary as hell..i hope nothing serious will happen to my dear mom. i love her soo soo much!i have been going hme straight from work for the past few days. monday to thurs until yesterday. my baby hav been working part time at kfc evry single day...ive been very good girl. heheh.. u know work been stressing me n was really tired eveyday. been watching oprah show evryday. i love it!.. deals with all the topics that is realted to our evryday life..example, *abusive husband, *having abnormal kids, *drink n driving, *liars...n she's always good in making us understanding the problem n being open abt it. i juz wonder how she did that. the american women juz loves her. *winks* yesterday mit up wif razia n my bestie. very happy. initially wanna meet n hav dinner wif razia only..but then our plan changed since botak wanna hav dinner wif her. so i tag along..they didnt mind. thanks. =) botak was fasting so we break fast at cayaha rest @ far east. they cant wait to c my engagement photos. very paiseh leh..hehe... so i let them c.. suka suka.. n yeah the outing hav been a fun one. being with the two most precious people in my life. the two prettiest people..hehe .. i love u guys..we rarely meet each other so when we meet up its always been great. chill at starbucks..managed to share some problems n secret with them, although i only tell them when im alone with either of them. hehe.. *razia,i know u are reading this!! jgn jealous eh..
i also wan a private talk with him!..*
n i saw nazir juz now..wif hidayah..hmmm..hmm..seems eveything going on well now.. tak blg pon!! eksyen eh.... =P
me n my baby hav a misunderstanding juz now. i know he really cares n love me soo much but sometimes guys juz hurt our feelings. he hav been working hard for me. working day n nite to save up for our marriage. thank u my dear. i appreciate it...muacks.. i dun really talk abt my baby as much coz he's my special someone n it should always be private! hehehep/s : always pray to GOD..it works for me.. *winks*
my mommy hav been sick for a few weeks already. been in an out of sickness. always feeling giddy. very worried. visited the clinic. they refer to CGH. she went for check up yesterday, wif along. luckily, not serious. normal old aged sickness..but hav potential of high blood..sigh..scary as hell..i hope nothing serious will happen to my dear mom. i love her soo soo much!i have been going hme straight from work for the past few days. monday to thurs until yesterday. my baby hav been working part time at kfc evry single day...ive been very good girl. heheh.. u know work been stressing me n was really tired eveyday. been watching oprah show evryday. i love it!.. deals with all the topics that is realted to our evryday life..example, *abusive husband, *having abnormal kids, *drink n driving, *liars...n she's always good in making us understanding the problem n being open abt it. i juz wonder how she did that. the american women juz loves her. *winks* yesterday mit up wif razia n my bestie. very happy. initially wanna meet n hav dinner wif razia only..but then our plan changed since botak wanna hav dinner wif her. so i tag along..they didnt mind. thanks. =) botak was fasting so we break fast at cayaha rest @ far east. they cant wait to c my engagement photos. very paiseh leh..hehe... so i let them c.. suka suka.. n yeah the outing hav been a fun one. being with the two most precious people in my life. the two prettiest people..hehe .. i love u guys..we rarely meet each other so when we meet up its always been great. chill at starbucks..managed to share some problems n secret with them, although i only tell them when im alone with either of them. hehe.. *razia,i know u are reading this!! jgn jealous eh..
i also wan a private talk with him!..*
n i saw nazir juz now..wif hidayah..hmmm..hmm..seems eveything going on well now.. tak blg pon!! eksyen eh.... =P
me n my baby hav a misunderstanding juz now. i know he really cares n love me soo much but sometimes guys juz hurt our feelings. he hav been working hard for me. working day n nite to save up for our marriage. thank u my dear. i appreciate it...muacks.. i dun really talk abt my baby as much coz he's my special someone n it should always be private! hehehep/s : always pray to GOD..it works for me.. *winks*
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 2:29 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006 •
stresss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
work hav been stressing me alot. so many responsibility. so many things to look out for. another mistake made. i cant go on like this. its killing me. need to buck up!! what happen to me?? y am i not alert enough even when im being extra extra careful on the cheques?? DAMN! so dissapointed in myself. i dun usually behave badly in any job..but this job is giving me alot of challenges n obstacles..n i hav to overcome it soon..if not i will crumble into million of pieces..ARRGGHHH......!!!!!!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 8:16 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006 •
creative girly shoes..
a fren of my fren is designing her own shoes. i juz got to know abt it. i think it cute n very chic..its juz slip in flats..not ur high heeled or glamourous pointed or wedged shoes..check her out.. Its design by Nad.
P/S: PuT PuT!!..i sure u gonna LOVE these~!!!..hehe.. maucks!**CliCk Here**
P/S: PuT PuT!!..i sure u gonna LOVE these~!!!..hehe.. maucks!**CliCk Here**
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 4:34 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006 •
my 1st blow at work..bluegh!
yesterday wasnt my day at all. was late for work. 7.50am reach work. didnt manage to inform my superior, mr james. my baby send me. was raining heavily. drench wif water. shoes filled wif water. hair all wet. come in the office like "star karat". everyone started work. so obvious. said sorry to james. he looked unhappy. i tot it was over my bad luck.. was going to say sorry to james again after i finish my work, when he came n inform me of a mistake i made! ohhh noo...!! i accepted a cheq that is encoded wrongly...it was encoded as $145..but written as $945 on the cheq..n i didnt realise it n accept it! damn! customer complain, the payee got shortage of $800!! i tot it was the end of me.. james didnt scold. juz advice. he talk to me personally, luckily. but he said the big boss is not very happy. im so embarrased...2 undesirable thing happen in one go. so dissapointed in myself. it wld affect my appraisal. damn!was so dissapointed in myself. i tried to control my self. but i cant. i broke down but i didnt look away from my pc. manage to stop it. but i broke down again in the toilet. my collegues were great. thanks vickey n syah.
they make me feel better althogh i told them not to console me..they make me smile again. vickey suggested we dance in the rain...! how sweet..luv u guys.. =) this is a HUGE BLOW for me.. im so paranoid of being blacklisted in my team..n giving the impressions of not capable enough for this position. DAMN!
they make me feel better althogh i told them not to console me..they make me smile again. vickey suggested we dance in the rain...! how sweet..luv u guys.. =) this is a HUGE BLOW for me.. im so paranoid of being blacklisted in my team..n giving the impressions of not capable enough for this position. DAMN!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 7:19 PM
