Monday, July 31, 2006 •
-my bestfriends-
both of them still not recovered fully yet. their legs still hurt.
my bestie seem to get better day by day. he can ride his bike now.
mayb bcoz he's a guy. stronger. n more stubborn. still wanna go out.
arrrrhh..!! tak serik2..kinda suprised tht whenever i call to check him up he's always buzy..guyss..on the other hand, my razia still not cure yet. still hurt. n weak.her leg's muscles is torturing her. n i feel sorry 4 her.she's so fragile. a week of mc, still in pain. i wish i cld throw all her pain away. everytime i check her up, she seem so low. if i cld giv her a BIG hug!! i know she's a strong girl. i always tell her that. she needs the people she loved rite now. i tried my best to be by her side whenever possible. dun feel good listen to her sorrows coz it makes me sad too. but i wan her to know i care.
my friends...i will pray 4 ur safety always..love u guys..
my bestie seem to get better day by day. he can ride his bike now.
mayb bcoz he's a guy. stronger. n more stubborn. still wanna go out.
arrrrhh..!! tak serik2..kinda suprised tht whenever i call to check him up he's always buzy..guyss..on the other hand, my razia still not cure yet. still hurt. n weak.her leg's muscles is torturing her. n i feel sorry 4 her.she's so fragile. a week of mc, still in pain. i wish i cld throw all her pain away. everytime i check her up, she seem so low. if i cld giv her a BIG hug!! i know she's a strong girl. i always tell her that. she needs the people she loved rite now. i tried my best to be by her side whenever possible. dun feel good listen to her sorrows coz it makes me sad too. but i wan her to know i care.
my friends...i will pray 4 ur safety always..love u guys..
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 8:39 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006 •
girls..its friday nite! =)
my morning was sux. but the evening n night wif my girls was great..it's my 1st time of alot of things!! yay! meet up wif dyllah dear @ ang mo kio. we took the mrt to orchard to meet up wif our dear dian...WAWA cannot meet us up! Jahat..dia da ader plan lain dgn kawan dier..HmmmPHH!!! Anyways, me n dyllah had dinner @ far east plaza. we had a nice talk over dinner. appreciate all the stories we shared. heeeeeeeee.....thank u.. dian soon came. SHE bring us to all the Highly Expensive Boutiques..which i nvr dared to go in. 1stly to Tiffany & Co..!!!! Wow...i love it..so "jakon".. so excited to c all the jewellery ther..so expensive but we juz cool je..Then to COACH.. haiya..the bags..where do people got the money huh?..After that to Louis Vuitton !!! OMG i nvr wld imagine going in ther..thank u dian...hehee.. following that we go to some other boutiques like CK,MANGO,ZARA,ARMANI EXCHANGE,GOLDHEART,CITIGEMS,British India,GUESS,FOREVER 21... nak go Christian Dior, closed already and some other shops..we got free STARBUCKS voucher from this bluetooth thingy @ wisma!! gerek.. it ends our window shopping experience wif a nice ending.. like dian sey, mcm SATC lah..haha prasan jer.. dian meet up wif her starhub frenz @ newton. me n dyllah went back to tamp. p/s : WAWA..u miss a great outing...bLuueeeekkkkkk!!!! hehehe.. i love my girls..make every friday a day for only us ..ok?????..n dian says
"Babe, every mth of fri is our date at wisma ok? hehe "
"Babe, every mth of fri is our date at wisma ok? hehe "
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 1:24 AM
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i hav a bad morning today =(..
i had a bad start to my day today. in the wee hours of the day, walking to the bus stop..POP!!!!! my handbag's handle snap! damn! cant go back upstairs coz i know ill be late. so i juz go to work wif my handle dangling. haha..like stupid sey..people looking at me. tried to be cool so i buat bodoh arh..eh it a RED beg tau..so obvious..ok the 1st bad thing had happen, i had got over it. n then the 2nd stupid thing happen. i over slept in the train!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suppose to alight at queenstown but i woke up @ buena vista!!!!!..2 stations away. damn again!!! i suppose to be early n now im late. missed my transport. took a cab, AGAIN!!..n AGAIN!!! n AGAIN!!!!!! u know y? coz since i work 3weeks in UOB, i hav been taking cab to work for 6 times!!!!!!!!!! always late sia....an average of 2 days per week taking cab!..waste my money..considering $2 surchage plus $2.50 upon boarding..i hav to pay an average of $6 to my office. Although it soo near...damn..again..
i hav to make myself wake up more ealier than ever so as to avoid anymore lateness...........haiya..god pls save my money...hahahahahaa..
love u peeps... =P
i hav to make myself wake up more ealier than ever so as to avoid anymore lateness...........haiya..god pls save my money...hahahahahaa..
love u peeps... =P
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 1:05 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006 •
still trying..
guys..im still trying out my new skin..still missing some parts here n there..will work it out tmrw yeah.. =) peace out.
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:35 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006 •
pirates..
for the 1st time, i slept thru a movie in the cinema!!!!! watching pirates of the carribien was boring..it was past midnight sey...the movie juz doesnt intrest me. haha..was so restless. cant sit properly. move here n ther. n so i sleep thru it n ask my baby not to disturb me. hahaha!!! btw, captain jack sparrow is cute......... =)
my bestie n razia met an accident last nite. while i was in the movies. i didnt know until this afternoon. was shocked. worried. scared. luckily nothing serious happen. thank god. both of them got minor injuries. they shld hav called me. but they didnt. both of them hurt their legs. both dah "tempang". to my bestie, im really syukur ur safe n still alive..dun say like that ok..tk care lah pls..i noe its not ur fault..
was so free today. look up some new skins for my blog. i hope i found the rite one. hope its nice...ill change it soon yea. hehee..
my baby is feeling down today.. =( didnt know he cld feel like that towards his fren..im ther for u ok my dear..luv u lots.. muacks..
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:07 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006 •
new pix
i had post some new pictures. dian. i post the 4 of us nye picture..ur not left out anymore..botak n razia. hope u dun mind i steal ur beautiful pictures from ur friendster..hehe..thank u arh..c both of my dearies soon..luv u both! =p
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 6:10 PM
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the weekend is here.
work hav been so far so good for me. generally. the people ther are very friendly but as humans, of coz ther are flaws..some seems to be conservative, some are too into their boyfriends and others seems to "pretend to be busy"..n nex week i hav to start work earlier coz i juz got transfered..2weeks only n kena transfer..poor me..
as usual, last nite was friday. n its girls nite out. i mean girls meet up. hehe. =p wawa n dyllah was there. no dian. agian. she's not feeling well. miss her. coffee bean as always. then relek2at this place infront of century sq. dah mcm mina2 lepak sey. wawa very cute last nite. she feels so makcik siput. her hair was bun up, n she was holding so many things in her hands. n wif her slippers..haha..almost trip n fall!!! haha..sorry kakak..
earlier yesterday, my along remind me of Ghostwhisperer..starring ME!! Jenniferl LoveHewitt. hehee..sadly,i nvr watched it b4 coz it falls on friday nite n its girls nite. sigh......but really, JLH is soo cute,adorable n such a babe. she's my idol. but i feel bad not watching my girl on tv. hmmmm....
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 3:15 PM
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i got tagged
i juz got tagged.so here it goes...anyway so long nvr do this stupid stuff..so i dun mind lah eh...
10 Favourites : -
10 Favourites : -
Favourite colour : Pink!!!
Favourite food : Anything wif chicken!! n kway teow goreng..wif kerang the better..
Favourite song : hmmm...so many..3 doors down here without u..acoustic version preferred..
Favourite movie : My Best Friend Wedding!!!
Favourite sport : no sports for me..sorry..
Favourite day of the week : Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favourite ice cream flavour : simple n sweet...CHOCOLATE!!
Favourite car model : Grandis..
Favourite subject in school : believe it or not MaTHeMaticS!! (during sec sch lah)..
Favourite snacks : arrh...ice? haha
Favourite food : Anything wif chicken!! n kway teow goreng..wif kerang the better..
Favourite song : hmmm...so many..3 doors down here without u..acoustic version preferred..
Favourite movie : My Best Friend Wedding!!!
Favourite sport : no sports for me..sorry..
Favourite day of the week : Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favourite ice cream flavour : simple n sweet...CHOCOLATE!!
Favourite car model : Grandis..
Favourite subject in school : believe it or not MaTHeMaticS!! (during sec sch lah)..
Favourite snacks : arrh...ice? haha
9 Current : -
Current mood : sleepy actually..its 2.45am sia!!
Current taste : u wanna lick me?
Current clothes : my p5 advanture camp tshirt n army faggot shorts..
Current desktop : tiled smiley faces..haha
Current toenail colour : its natural..no additives
Current time : 2.48am!!!!!!
Current surroundings : tv is on wif golf..(yawn..)..bro sleeping beside me..living room lights on..
Current annoyance(s) : im thristy but lazy to go kitchen
Current thoughts : im thristy...
Current taste : u wanna lick me?
Current clothes : my p5 advanture camp tshirt n army faggot shorts..
Current desktop : tiled smiley faces..haha
Current toenail colour : its natural..no additives
Current time : 2.48am!!!!!!
Current surroundings : tv is on wif golf..(yawn..)..bro sleeping beside me..living room lights on..
Current annoyance(s) : im thristy but lazy to go kitchen
Current thoughts : im thristy...
8 First(s) : -
First best friend : raudha
First crush : in kindergarden got one boy i like but i dun rmbr who..
First movie : p ramlee? haha
First piercing : my ear lobes
First lie : wat a stupid question..
First music : huh...?
First car : wat the...?
First real date venue : seriously dun rbr..
First crush : in kindergarden got one boy i like but i dun rmbr who..
First movie : p ramlee? haha
First piercing : my ear lobes
First lie : wat a stupid question..
First music : huh...?
First car : wat the...?
First real date venue : seriously dun rbr..
7 Last(s) : -
Last drink : snapple mango madness
Last car ride : jana's mazda 3..jealous sey..
Last "movie crush" : my 1st n my lasy..Bradely William Pitt...my hubby
Last phone call : My Baby
Last song played : Geek in the pink !! from dyllah blog!!!!!!
Last food ate : a bite from wawa's double cheese burger
Last thing I do before I go to sleep : smell my bantal busuk! yeah!!!
Last car ride : jana's mazda 3..jealous sey..
Last "movie crush" : my 1st n my lasy..Bradely William Pitt...my hubby
Last phone call : My Baby
Last song played : Geek in the pink !! from dyllah blog!!!!!!
Last food ate : a bite from wawa's double cheese burger
Last thing I do before I go to sleep : smell my bantal busuk! yeah!!!
6 Have You Ever(s) : -
Have you ever dated one of your best friends : Oh yes....my bestie..hehe..didnt worked out..haha
Have you ever broken the law : of coz lah..
Have you ever been arrested : nope..me good girl
Have you ever skinned dipped : i wish!
Have you ever been on TV : yea yea..when i was younger..alot of times..
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know : yes..,after that i know him..haha..on the cheek lah
Have you ever broken the law : of coz lah..
Have you ever been arrested : nope..me good girl
Have you ever skinned dipped : i wish!
Have you ever been on TV : yea yea..when i was younger..alot of times..
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know : yes..,after that i know him..haha..on the cheek lah
5 Things You Are Wearing : -
tshirt,shorts,bra,panties n a rubber band tied on my hair
4 Things You've Done Today : -
meet up wif my girlies (dyllah n wawa), eat subway for the 1st time during lunch, go shopping at ikea during lunch time, purposely wake up my sister who is sleeping..hahaha
meet up wif my girlies (dyllah n wawa), eat subway for the 1st time during lunch, go shopping at ikea during lunch time, purposely wake up my sister who is sleeping..hahaha
3 Things You Can Hear Right Now : -
the fan, snoring, typing sound
the fan, snoring, typing sound
2 Things You Can't Live Without : -
my parents, my baby
my parents, my baby
1 Thing You Do When You Are Bored : -
dancing alone in my room or to my bro who will get irritated after awhile..haha
dancing alone in my room or to my bro who will get irritated after awhile..haha
5 Beautiful Peeps To Carry On The Game : - i dunno if they even care to read mine.
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 2:37 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006 •
finally here..
ohhh hey...been so long since i entered any entry here..been really lazy n buzy at the same time..hehe.. new work.new environment.new collegues.new boss.new responsibilities.new things to learn. uob channel support centre (csc) is my new place. own table.own cubicle. own phone. own computer.haha.very "jakon". nvr work in the office b4 mah..hehe..
im so blur2 in this banking line. being a junior officer without any knowlegde is so a "paiseh" coz the clerks know so many2 more than me..n i have to ask them to teach me the basics..n they hav yrs of experience.. well, everyday got really strees on wat to wear to work. my office wardrobe is very minimal n so i hav to cleverly mix n match wat i hav to make sure i dun hav boring sense of fashion. hahah..so far so good,got pple who comment abt my dressing...in a gd way that is..hehe...THANK U RAZIA!!! for the advices...hehehe... they say, "Everyday also change shoe, change colour.."
ya..i hang out wif my bestie the other day. abt 2 weeks ago. =) really happy to c him coz i miss him soooooooooooooo much. Botak,I MISS u OK!! he hav been ignoring me for so long. i call also dun want to talk. perangai sey budak ni!! but glad to gt to talk2 wif him. razia was ther too..she cut her hair!!!!! so cute!!!!!!!!!!!! love u babe..a bad thing happen last week. my auntie..(my mom cousin)..passed away. she had leukimea. i was ther for her funeral. it was an emotional one for me. i cried when i was ther, seeing her body in the white cloth. n her husband was really in trauma. i felt him. i cried n my hand shaking when i prayed for her. may her soul rest in peace. amin.the day is coming near for me. im really excited. nvr really say it out to so many pple. juz wanna keep it low profile. but really excited. *wink* i love my baby...... really,when the day come..i will express all my feelings abt it..heeeeeeeeeee.... =P
well, i promised myself nex time ill put more entry frequently yeah..my babes wawa n dyllah...not forgetting dian.(jgn merajok ok?)..biler nak hang out lagik?>?? batam??? bali..??? bankok??? cepat2!!...tapi after raya ok..hehe...
till i write again. chalo peeps..cheers! muaaacks!..
im so blur2 in this banking line. being a junior officer without any knowlegde is so a "paiseh" coz the clerks know so many2 more than me..n i have to ask them to teach me the basics..n they hav yrs of experience.. well, everyday got really strees on wat to wear to work. my office wardrobe is very minimal n so i hav to cleverly mix n match wat i hav to make sure i dun hav boring sense of fashion. hahah..so far so good,got pple who comment abt my dressing...in a gd way that is..hehe...THANK U RAZIA!!! for the advices...hehehe... they say, "Everyday also change shoe, change colour.."
ya..i hang out wif my bestie the other day. abt 2 weeks ago. =) really happy to c him coz i miss him soooooooooooooo much. Botak,I MISS u OK!! he hav been ignoring me for so long. i call also dun want to talk. perangai sey budak ni!! but glad to gt to talk2 wif him. razia was ther too..she cut her hair!!!!! so cute!!!!!!!!!!!! love u babe..a bad thing happen last week. my auntie..(my mom cousin)..passed away. she had leukimea. i was ther for her funeral. it was an emotional one for me. i cried when i was ther, seeing her body in the white cloth. n her husband was really in trauma. i felt him. i cried n my hand shaking when i prayed for her. may her soul rest in peace. amin.the day is coming near for me. im really excited. nvr really say it out to so many pple. juz wanna keep it low profile. but really excited. *wink* i love my baby...... really,when the day come..i will express all my feelings abt it..heeeeeeeeeee.... =P
well, i promised myself nex time ill put more entry frequently yeah..my babes wawa n dyllah...not forgetting dian.(jgn merajok ok?)..biler nak hang out lagik?>?? batam??? bali..??? bankok??? cepat2!!...tapi after raya ok..hehe...
till i write again. chalo peeps..cheers! muaaacks!..
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:23 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006 •
hens nite
i really enjoyed my self during the weekend..spending time with my girlfrenz @ Royal plaza at Scotts...i will update the outing soon yea..luv u girls..... muacks.. =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:44 AM
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-death-
Death...
the last few weeks hav been really scary..coz it seems that every week (from end may to now) ther's someone whom i somehow knew passed away...
last nite my poly fren msg me this...
"Juz to spread sum news to all..Our dear fren nicky had passed away on 1st July 2006.."
i tot he had an accident coz i knew he drives..but my fren replied this..
"Ah Beng Nicky..His picture was in the death section on the sunday paper..He commit suicide, i heard..."
oh my god...i stood still with my hp on my palm..i cant believed it..Nicky was my class mate in poly, n although he was an ah beng, he was a nice n kind ah beng..n smart too..i feel so sad...he was so young..21 yrs..
the others who had passed on were
the last few weeks hav been really scary..coz it seems that every week (from end may to now) ther's someone whom i somehow knew passed away...
last nite my poly fren msg me this...
"Juz to spread sum news to all..Our dear fren nicky had passed away on 1st July 2006.."
i tot he had an accident coz i knew he drives..but my fren replied this..
"Ah Beng Nicky..His picture was in the death section on the sunday paper..He commit suicide, i heard..."
oh my god...i stood still with my hp on my palm..i cant believed it..Nicky was my class mate in poly, n although he was an ah beng, he was a nice n kind ah beng..n smart too..i feel so sad...he was so young..21 yrs..
the others who had passed on were
- bob, he was my bf sec sch fren & lives one block away from me
- cikgu syed,my sec sch malay teacher
- helen's(my supervisor) dad
- achmad, my sec sch fren
life is soo short..death could happen to anyone,anytime....i love my family ,my baby n frenz too much n dun want to loose any of them so soon...
i pray to god to protect them. Amin.
i pray to god to protect them. Amin.
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:23 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006 •
brazil
n oh by the way...if im buzy nex week...wish my Brazil good luck for thier match wif France.. Its the revenge of the 1998 France World Cup..i love my Ronaldo.. BraZil..Lala Lala Lala lala..BraZil..~~ *Winks*
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:51 PM
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hens nite coming!
Hey Girls.......Hens Nite Is Tonight!!!! Yeah.......................@ Royal Plaza Hotel...hopefully we hav loads and loads of FUN!!!
update soon on the slumber party... =P muacks..
dun be jelous arh if ur not invited...its only for the girlfrenz of chupa chups guys...heeeeeheeee
update soon on the slumber party... =P muacks..
dun be jelous arh if ur not invited...its only for the girlfrenz of chupa chups guys...heeeeeheeee
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:43 PM
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my last week of work
Treating my collegues on wednesday..
i wanted to treat them for being such ""great"" collegues all this while..haha..normal ah politics @ work (but i usually ignore all of this..) it was my last week of work at NK Chemicals..i ordered kfc delivery for my dept (Qc lab..in case u all dunno..) and canadian pizza for production dept.(my big guys..)
in my dept, they are only 7 poeple. my boss,supervisor,chemist,my partner,new lab assistant,n lab attendant..n of coz me!. so i ordered 14 crispy chicken. lunch was alrite. boring abit. coz we didnt talk alot,really..coz i hav this feeling for soo long that 1 or 2 of them are racist. they only wan their race to suceed. i was rite..but i manage to ignore them n be happy wif my work all this while..they seem hyprocrite but oh hell..i still took photos wif them. ill be going in no time.....haha..
the production guys who i treat was ali,hairi,colin,ramdan & razif.......their team is the most "gerek" kakis i hav n thats y i decided to treat only them and not the others..hehe..toking abt favoursim.. =P im closest to hairi..n since he's going to his bintan trip the following day, it was the last time i will meeting him @ work coz they are doing nite shift nex wk. after eating wif my dept, i ran upstairs to the plant side n was breathing heavily n sweating becos of the running. hehe.......the guys talked n joke ard wif me.its such a regret that i have to leave them. they are such good company.they always make my boring n dull day more cheerie...thanx alot guys..... =)
i hav not yet upload thier pix...soon yeah...
NK chemicals hav invested alot of money on me...thts wat my director John Hall told me..heheh..but i guess tht amt is not enough for me..heeeeee......i cant wait to get out of this place, chemcials everywhere...n start a new career in a new line, banking........i love my baby. he hav supported me in almost evrything i do. even though i got close to my guy frenz, he understood it. thanks baby. i love u always. muaccckz!
i wanted to treat them for being such ""great"" collegues all this while..haha..normal ah politics @ work (but i usually ignore all of this..) it was my last week of work at NK Chemicals..i ordered kfc delivery for my dept (Qc lab..in case u all dunno..) and canadian pizza for production dept.(my big guys..)
in my dept, they are only 7 poeple. my boss,supervisor,chemist,my partner,new lab assistant,n lab attendant..n of coz me!. so i ordered 14 crispy chicken. lunch was alrite. boring abit. coz we didnt talk alot,really..coz i hav this feeling for soo long that 1 or 2 of them are racist. they only wan their race to suceed. i was rite..but i manage to ignore them n be happy wif my work all this while..they seem hyprocrite but oh hell..i still took photos wif them. ill be going in no time.....haha..
the production guys who i treat was ali,hairi,colin,ramdan & razif.......their team is the most "gerek" kakis i hav n thats y i decided to treat only them and not the others..hehe..toking abt favoursim.. =P im closest to hairi..n since he's going to his bintan trip the following day, it was the last time i will meeting him @ work coz they are doing nite shift nex wk. after eating wif my dept, i ran upstairs to the plant side n was breathing heavily n sweating becos of the running. hehe.......the guys talked n joke ard wif me.its such a regret that i have to leave them. they are such good company.they always make my boring n dull day more cheerie...thanx alot guys..... =)
i hav not yet upload thier pix...soon yeah...
NK chemicals hav invested alot of money on me...thts wat my director John Hall told me..heheh..but i guess tht amt is not enough for me..heeeeee......i cant wait to get out of this place, chemcials everywhere...n start a new career in a new line, banking........i love my baby. he hav supported me in almost evrything i do. even though i got close to my guy frenz, he understood it. thanks baby. i love u always. muaccckz!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 11:55 AM
