Monday, June 26, 2006 •
shopping!
Shopping!!
LAst nite i went shopping wif razia!! bought stuff for my new job in UOB bank..kinda funny buying all those formal wear,high heels...hehee.....all thanks to my razia dear who gav me tips on office fashion..!! LoL!!! i know im a abit choosy n undecidable at most times...but my razia was really patience wif me n try to find the perfect thing for me.......especially shoes!!!!!!!!!!!
LAst nite i went shopping wif razia!! bought stuff for my new job in UOB bank..kinda funny buying all those formal wear,high heels...hehee.....all thanks to my razia dear who gav me tips on office fashion..!! LoL!!! i know im a abit choosy n undecidable at most times...but my razia was really patience wif me n try to find the perfect thing for me.......especially shoes!!!!!!!!!!!
-us-
after monkeys i meet her up....n the 1st thing she say to me was..."ok, ira nak start maner dulu..."..hahaha..which means.."ira,u wanna start where 1st"......hehehe
we had dinner at long john's silver..n by the time we were really tired n our legs were aching.......
she's the one...my fashion stylist..hehe
after everything was over...n i hav spent $100++ on alot of things..we sit down n hav our talk that we usually hav...we talked abt life..abt work,our bfs,our clothes,shoes..n also family...we loved sharing our problems...n i feel really comfortable telling her..luv ya girl.......thank u so much!!!!!
n when we were abt to go home, we saw ab n saddiq n mus....ab n saddiq are my pri sch frenz which im very close too.so i we decided to go home together n take train...........
crazy sey...
the things that i bought..wow.....best.great.........
my new love affair.....shoes.........heels........i can feel more are coming soon.........
b4 i forget.sara at work..at monkeys..crazy girl
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:45 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006 •
stop it u!
stop it u!
Y tis happening now? wats ur motive? im so hapi now n u suddenly came to my life. Again. U keep coming back occasionally. Afterall, evrything is over btwn us. Ive move on. Dun u get it? Take it. I nvr look 4 u. Dun u reliase it? Juz be normal frenz. No emotional attachment wat so eva. I cant bring myself to get hurt again..i dun nd it. Pls i hav enough. Jus be normal frenz.i hav losse faith in u so long ago...but i still rmbr our gd memories..4 now,i juz wanna stay as it is. im very hapi now wif so many pple who care for me n not hurt me like u did during our poly days....
.for her.wat a coincidence.
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 2:59 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006 •
frenz.
life's great..*wink*
over the yrs i hav grown up n are able to think more maturely abt life. i always tot my family are the one important thing in life i cant trade wif n the ones who will cheer u up no matter what. that is rite. n that frenz are always there n will nvr leave u.the latter was wrong. some frenz do leave u n u cant help it but let it go.
some frenz come n go. ther ar always there only when ur happy. but when u nd them,ther not ther. rite. that is wat normal frenz ar. but really close or gd frenz are the ones who noe ur ups n down,ur probs,ur joys,ur secrets. bestfren are the one who knows everything abt u. i used to hav that kind of fren.she was my bestfren, i missed her so much that time n i tot i will nvr hav frenz again after we separated. now i hav moved on.
ive known her since sec1.n since then she had been my bestest ever bestfren until our poly days ends.we had abt 8 yr of almost perfect friendship. she was my sister,my twin,my lesbian partner(people used to tease),my buddy,my advisor,my tutor, my everything..we were liked glue. doing everything together.eat,study,go home,shopping,go to sch..we cry,we laugh,we joke,we shout,we scream,we make up,we hugged..seems like lesbian partner. we dun care wat people say..although we hav our ouwn bfs at that time. we r inseparable.our parents know each other. i sleep over her house.
wat a coincidence,we got into the same poly n same course (wihout discussing w each other!)..we were delighted n extremely excited wbt our poly life ahead. n during poly times that we drifted apart bit by bit. we were in diff classes,our schedule are different. more frenz came. we share them. but the new frenz tried to separate us.since they r in the same class as her, they spent more time wif her. i dunno wat they hav said abt me. she became lesser intrested in ony "us" coz she got more new frenz n more activities outside other than beaing wif me. i tried to be cool abt it n tried to hang ard with the groupies.they seem more intrested in her than i am. n therefore i feel left out n unwanted. i wanted my bestren attention but she seems soo buzy wif other things.
like i said, i hav no other frenz. mayb some. but not that close.
i tried to start our sec sch rituals of writting each other letter,n to my dissapointment, she did not reply n said she was too busy to write. i was hurt.slowly...i felt she was dismissing me n became close to another girl. they seem to be like "bestfren".they shop together,wear the same clothes n go out ..all without my notice..i tried to be cool. n the groupies physco her n told her i was jus being childish!!!!!..i believed she listen to them.
i was a hard poly days. we fight often. i cry always thinking abt my other half.i feel lost. told my bf abt it, he dun understand. manage to get close to my other frenz.n its seems less lonely. but im still wan her back. she always say not to be tooo emotional n paranoid...n whenver she talks,its always abt her n not me or us...that where were became normal frenz...it was really hard 4 me.i cried everyday thinking of her.to me. she still considered me a her "bestfren"..yea rite!
slowly i move on.i gained more frenz. n one of my good fren was there for me when i nd him.instead of calling her, i called botak..glad to hav him.he was ther when i hav prob wif my family n bf. he was ther to talk to me. he was there to cheer me up. n she got jealous n nvr think highly of botak. i juz ignore her.
nowadays, she tried to called me n be nice. but i juz say hey..i nvr called her,instead she called me n wanna meet up n ask opinions. i nvr wanted to. she still my fren but i nvr want to b close to her again. i have my own bucnh of frenz now.i hav my bestie,botak..my razia the only girl i am really glad came to my life (after her..!)..my primary sch frenz who i occationally hang our wif..my monkey's frenz who i can become upside down wif,they make me become my crazy self...my girlies, wawa..dyllah...makes me believed in girly groupies again..n the rest of the chupa chups grils that im happy wif to be frenz wif..n my old time fren nazir n hyder..ther r my old time gd fren,i will nvr forget them eventhough we rarely talk to each other..my cuzzies,they are great..my attachement frenz,which we sometimes meet up..
who knows that i gained so many frenz..when i loose one "precious bestfren"...life moves on..n life's great now for me.. *wink*
muaaackssss..!!
i love my baby of coz...always.. =)
some frenz come n go. ther ar always there only when ur happy. but when u nd them,ther not ther. rite. that is wat normal frenz ar. but really close or gd frenz are the ones who noe ur ups n down,ur probs,ur joys,ur secrets. bestfren are the one who knows everything abt u. i used to hav that kind of fren.she was my bestfren, i missed her so much that time n i tot i will nvr hav frenz again after we separated. now i hav moved on.
ive known her since sec1.n since then she had been my bestest ever bestfren until our poly days ends.we had abt 8 yr of almost perfect friendship. she was my sister,my twin,my lesbian partner(people used to tease),my buddy,my advisor,my tutor, my everything..we were liked glue. doing everything together.eat,study,go home,shopping,go to sch..we cry,we laugh,we joke,we shout,we scream,we make up,we hugged..seems like lesbian partner. we dun care wat people say..although we hav our ouwn bfs at that time. we r inseparable.our parents know each other. i sleep over her house.
n sec 3 & 4 ,we were in diff class. we still manage to become more closer when we exchange letters in between classes,telling abt our crushes,our problems,our secret...the letters became thicker n thicker.we cry abt each other problems n celebrate abt eachother achievements. we talk on the phoe for hours n hours..the record time was 8hrs in one phone call!!!!.....n we tot it would nvr end our fairy tale friendship..she the only fren i cared 4..no one else i care. so no other frenz i got close wif.
wat a coincidence,we got into the same poly n same course (wihout discussing w each other!)..we were delighted n extremely excited wbt our poly life ahead. n during poly times that we drifted apart bit by bit. we were in diff classes,our schedule are different. more frenz came. we share them. but the new frenz tried to separate us.since they r in the same class as her, they spent more time wif her. i dunno wat they hav said abt me. she became lesser intrested in ony "us" coz she got more new frenz n more activities outside other than beaing wif me. i tried to be cool abt it n tried to hang ard with the groupies.they seem more intrested in her than i am. n therefore i feel left out n unwanted. i wanted my bestren attention but she seems soo buzy wif other things.
like i said, i hav no other frenz. mayb some. but not that close.
i tried to start our sec sch rituals of writting each other letter,n to my dissapointment, she did not reply n said she was too busy to write. i was hurt.slowly...i felt she was dismissing me n became close to another girl. they seem to be like "bestfren".they shop together,wear the same clothes n go out ..all without my notice..i tried to be cool. n the groupies physco her n told her i was jus being childish!!!!!..i believed she listen to them.
i was a hard poly days. we fight often. i cry always thinking abt my other half.i feel lost. told my bf abt it, he dun understand. manage to get close to my other frenz.n its seems less lonely. but im still wan her back. she always say not to be tooo emotional n paranoid...n whenver she talks,its always abt her n not me or us...that where were became normal frenz...it was really hard 4 me.i cried everyday thinking of her.to me. she still considered me a her "bestfren"..yea rite!
slowly i move on.i gained more frenz. n one of my good fren was there for me when i nd him.instead of calling her, i called botak..glad to hav him.he was ther when i hav prob wif my family n bf. he was ther to talk to me. he was there to cheer me up. n she got jealous n nvr think highly of botak. i juz ignore her.
nowadays, she tried to called me n be nice. but i juz say hey..i nvr called her,instead she called me n wanna meet up n ask opinions. i nvr wanted to. she still my fren but i nvr want to b close to her again. i have my own bucnh of frenz now.i hav my bestie,botak..my razia the only girl i am really glad came to my life (after her..!)..my primary sch frenz who i occationally hang our wif..my monkey's frenz who i can become upside down wif,they make me become my crazy self...my girlies, wawa..dyllah...makes me believed in girly groupies again..n the rest of the chupa chups grils that im happy wif to be frenz wif..n my old time fren nazir n hyder..ther r my old time gd fren,i will nvr forget them eventhough we rarely talk to each other..my cuzzies,they are great..my attachement frenz,which we sometimes meet up..
who knows that i gained so many frenz..when i loose one "precious bestfren"...life moves on..n life's great now for me.. *wink*
muaaackssss..!!
i love my baby of coz...always.. =)
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 3:56 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 •
ronaldo
Ronaldo Gets Off to Slow World Cup Start
Ronaldo failed to impress in Brazil's World Cup opener, looking slow and even sluggish at times during a 1-0 win over Croatia on Tuesday.
Ronaldo's weight has been the subject of controversy in the days leading up to the tournament, and his play against Croatia is sure to fuel more talk of his being out of shape.
Only three goals shy of becoming the World Cup's all-time leading scorer, Ronaldo barely touched the ball before being substituted for in the 69th minute. Despite the subpar performance, however, he had one legitimate scoring opportunity, sending a hard right-foot shot over the crossbar from 25 yards out in the 56th minute.
"Ronaldo hadn't been playing for two months ... it's natural, in a hot day like today, that he felt the lack of rhythm," Brazil coach Carlos Alberto Parreira said. "Certainly, from now on he will get in form little by little."
"Ronaldo hadn't been playing for two months ... it's natural, in a hot day like today, that he felt the lack of rhythm," Brazil coach Carlos Alberto Parreira said. "Certainly, from now on he will get in form little by little."
This is Ronaldo's fourth World Cup and Monday was his 100th match with Brazil. If Brazil wins a second consecutive title, Ronaldo will equal Brazil great Pele as a three-time champion. The Real Madrid striker is tied with Pele with 12 World Cup goals, one fewer than Just Fontaine of France and two fewer than Gerd Muller of Germany.
But Ronaldo faced plenty of criticism in the days before the tournament, including a query from Brazilian President Luiz Inacio Lula da Silva during a video conference with the team as to whether he was fat.
Ronaldo later compared the speculation about his weight to speculation about the president's consumption of alcohol. Silva then sent a fax to Ronaldo saying his comments about his weight were meant to end speculation, not bring more attention to the subject.
Even Brazil's sports minister, Orlando Silva Junior, visited the team's training camp with message to Ronaldo saying how much the president admired him.
Even Brazil's sports minister, Orlando Silva Junior, visited the team's training camp with message to Ronaldo saying how much the president admired him.
"Ronaldo has said in interviews he's not 100 percent, he's not in ideal form," Brazil midfielder Kaka said. "Let's hope he becomes that Ronaldo we all want to see. A little more movement from his part would have been ideal."
When he was only 17 years old, Ronaldo was a member of Brazil's squad that won the 1994 World Cup in the United States. He was crucial in Brazil's 2002 campaign, leading all players in the tournament with eight goals.
Ronaldo has said he's not worried about breaking records and only wants to help Brazil win the World Cup.
From the beginning it looked like Ronaldo was going to have a bad game. He seemed always a step behind trying to get to passes, and had difficulties controlling the ball.
He was replaced by Robinho, who many say would be a better option on attack for Brazil as it tries to win an unprecedented sixth world title.
-----> Yahoo FiFa World Cup 2006 News
poor my ronaldo...he still my fav soccer player of all time..i still love him.....heheee....
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 1:06 PM
Monday, June 12, 2006 •
pimple
im hav this huge pimple on the bark-of-my-nose-in-between-my-eyes.........its damn painful n HUGE~!..n its red n swollen... HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 8:04 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 •
miss u
he's so near yet so far..
my baby hav been in camp for his reservist for 3 days now. 2 more days to go. seem so long. his camp is juz beside my work place but i cant c him. we are separated with walls n fence n roads...i miss him badly,terribly deeply...nvr i tot i wld feel this way. last nite he mms me his picture. very cute!!!! he did something in that pix. *wink*wink*...its not that im lost without him,no...but i juz misssed his frequent calls n our short outings together after work. mayb what pple say is true..."that when ur away from each other,it makes the heart grows fonder".misss u my baby,ur kisses,ur hugs,ur pampering... =p
MUACKSS!!
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 5:01 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006 •
-caca bdae party-
i love my baby. lots n lots. heeeee........
saturday was my sis 24th bdae. that nite we celebrate her bdae @ music underground. (@ phoenix hotel). it was my uncle adae too. he was one of the management people ther. he is soo-called the "evil" uncle in the family. i think u noe wat i mean.
saturday was my sis 24th bdae. that nite we celebrate her bdae @ music underground. (@ phoenix hotel). it was my uncle adae too. he was one of the management people ther. he is soo-called the "evil" uncle in the family. i think u noe wat i mean.
my sis n uncle n his wife wif their cake
me of coz..the food were catered, lots of drinks (ohh hell alot!) heeeee......n great band playing. seems that they r one big family ther. my sis frenz soon came. they party. my uncle frenz came. they party too. 
bdae gal n me
her frenz...evryone in the pub sang bdae song to both of them ala "dangdut" stlye. heee......serious!!!
well, the place ok ah. not so happening. dance floor sometimes empty. sometimes packed. n mayb bcoz of the company im wif. mostly my sis bf's frenz. tak fav sgt lah..heheh...but we were treated like VIP ther. hav our own corner wif sofas n table. ..hehe..n we can juz order wat we want, under my uncle's name!.......heeeeeeeee.........
me of coz..the food were catered, lots of drinks (ohh hell alot!) heeeee......n great band playing. seems that they r one big family ther. my sis frenz soon came. they party. my uncle frenz came. they party too. bdae gal n me
her frenz...evryone in the pub sang bdae song to both of them ala "dangdut" stlye. heee......serious!!!well, the place ok ah. not so happening. dance floor sometimes empty. sometimes packed. n mayb bcoz of the company im wif. mostly my sis bf's frenz. tak fav sgt lah..heheh...but we were treated like VIP ther. hav our own corner wif sofas n table. ..hehe..n we can juz order wat we want, under my uncle's name!.......heeeeeeeee.........
us..
dun worry,the bottle is empty..juz posing..hehehebut still i love my dear dear..muacksss!!
dun worry,the bottle is empty..juz posing..hehehebut still i love my dear dear..muacksss!!hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:09 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006 •
you.
im not feeling good today.woke up late. took cab to work. toilet was locked at work.so buzy. u kept calling me. i cant talk wif u. u hurt me last nite. badly. i dunno if i can forgiv u rite now. yes u said sorry, said u loved me. but that was too late. when i already sleep. wats the use. i didnt get to read it b4 i go to bed. i fall to sleep feeling so sad n helpless. while u having fun wif ur frenz...i supposseD? huh...dun u noe how i feel? u still dun know me yet huh? my character n my needs. all i want is a small favour from u. n i juz need u to dont do wat u want yesterday. n its not that hard rite? but no,u still wanna do wan u want. n leave me hurt. unwanted. unloved. hungry. n its not tht ive plan to meet him last nite. it was juz a coincidence. y dont u understand? its not that i wanna flirt with any other guy rite?.. i hope u are really sorry. thnax for the mms. appreciate it lots. but it takes more than a MMs or the ' i love u' words to heal me....but i will always loved u..
hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:39 PM
