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Tuesday, April 25, 2006 •

hmm..

Had a rough friday nite...

went straight home after work..really tired. My baBy playing soccer wif the guys.i bet dyllah is there but i hav to do something at home.mayb later i join them. but hey something bad happen that nite. i wanted to use the computer for a while,look up on something in the net. my brother was using the computer,as usual,n i ask him nicely if i cld use it.he refused n he make me begged but still he refused. then maybe i annoyed him too much he started to grumble n shout n cry loudly..(its normal 4 him to do that, really...coz he's toooo pampered!)..my dad hates it when he shouts coz my dad cant stand nonsense noisey sounds especialy my bro's voice.its irritating. my dad started to get pissed off, followed by my mom. my mom blme me 4 not understanding enough to my bro n that i purposely make him cry..i was like WAT?????..so there it goes..3 people shouting..or shld i say arguing very loudly in my house n i feel so depressed..im scared.i heard door banging.scary....i went to my room.tears started to flow..i cant stop it. im too hurt. it scares me when my family is in this state. always bcoz my brother stubborness that make my parents argue.i hate him at that period of time.i hate my brother so much tat moment. my baby is playing soccer,im sure he's not picking up the phone. called bOtak. he's on his bike. afew minutes later he called back. cried to him n told him wat happen. he confort me 4 awhile (barely lasted 5 mins) n he had to hang up coz he;s fetching razia. i was dissapointed to the MAX! my bestfren doing this to me. seems he didnt care.i cried more. finnally called my Baby.he was the one who make me feel better...he asked me to say sorry to my parents n talk to them..he comfort me.he make me feel so much better.he stopped playing soccer bcoz of me. thanx my dear...

MyLow = Seeing my family in a mess

MyHigh = Knowing my baBy was there for me

Sunday Make me happy..i love my family..

woke up ard 11plus i think..tot of having breakfast wif my family.but my mommy already cook fish curry. ate my breakfast/lunch...talk to mommy..great talk.my sis didnt go to work. she joined us.my bro was sick last nite..poor him..i still love him okay..heeeeee...we had alot of fun talking,telling old time stories,the past,present n future....my dad soon joined us..tot of goin to suntec skali my uncle n auntie came. they are my MA n BA..the are my second parents.they love me like their own child.they took care of me whn im small.they nver had children.for 20+ yrs..so when i was born they make me thiers..when i was younger,i love sleeping over at their house n nver wanna go home.thats y i call them MA n BA..(i called my parents MAMA n BABA..so since they are my half parents..u get wat i mean rite..?)..so everyone had great family gathering that sunday.....wat happen on friday seems to fade away..im so glAd i have my family wif me.i love them n nvr wanna loose any of them. i smiled to myself aLOT that day.........maybe we're goin on a shirt trip this holidays..love my family so much.more than anything else..

MyLow = NONE!!!! =)

MyHigh = My Family make me complete n smile.. =)

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 6:06 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006 •

It's his bdae!!

17th april was his 24th bdae!

Woke up early at 8am. Prepare the things to cook 4 my dear. Maggie goreng,hotdogs,nuggets and crabmeat..hehe..eveyone still sleeping. Taste funny,but i juz packed it. Get ready all my things..We were going to SENTOSA!!..woke my Baby up at 9.30..sing him bdae song again..he was abit lazy actually..as u noe,he's my baby hippo coz he's very lazy when u ask him to do things while he's asleep...here's wat we did on monday..

Went breakfast at Mcdonalds tampines..n hav big breakfast (his favourite!!)
headed to habourfront n took the SENTOSA bus..i was really excied but he was still in his lazy mood..only grateful abt the breakfast..
Upon reaching SENTOSA, i took the brochure n showed him the places we were going at what we're goin to do for the rest of the day..he was soooooo excited!!!!
He looked thru the brochure n was like a small boy checking out places n asking me so many questions...

First, we went to Cinemania..virtual roller coaster..hehe..its was thrilling 4 me but as for him,it was like a insult to his ego..it was not thrilling to him. BUt he enjoyed riding it especailly wif me coz i make so much noise!!! hahahaha..

We were so like tourists there..taking diffent busses, beach train, taking pictures,looking at maps..hehe..very intresting day..
Next, we sit at delifrance to hav a drink 1st..coz the weather was suppperrr hot!..drink snapple mango..my fav..
headed to SeNTOSA LuGE..its sort of like 'gocart'..upon reaching there,its was dissapointing coz it was so slow n not fun at all..i was really eager to try out n hav fun wif my baby but he dont want too..he appriciate my effort tho..hehehe..we juz took pictures there....

wanted to see the "flying trapezz" but my baby dun want to coz he scared i dared him to fly..haha..so we took the beach train n headed to tanjong beach..
not many people there..so relaxing..so romantic..so chilling..so calm..was lay our mat n lay on the beach..great feeling..love my baby..
Guess wat? my mommy gav him a present, we opne it up n my mommy bought him 2 beach like shirt!! hahah..as if she knew........he was happy...
we had lunch..my cooking sux..but my baby finishes it up..i know its tasteless but he dun mind. he appreciate my effort n say thank u for taking all the trouble to wake up early..i jus smiled.....
started to rain...went to the shelter..sing song,hugging,snuggling,massaging,dancing in the rain..hehe.....it was a priceless memory.....
rain stopped ,we clean ourselves n get changed...headed to the cable car!!! the peak for the day!!!!...sunset coming soon....so excited...
only to be sadden that the cable car was on maintainace...... =( i wanted to cry..but my baby says its ok,we go nex time.....he;s so sweeeeeeettttttttt.......
headed back to tamp, still dunno wat to do for him....so i decided to bring him to the arcade...he loves playing those fighing games....so he played,while is it n c him play..i smiled to myself..spent at $15 - $20 thre..

wanted to treat him to a nice dinner but he was still full..n he wanted to eat juz long john silver...so we did......talk n talk n talk....
it was his best bdae ever, he told me.......im so happy it went well...i love him alot..he appreciates me..i gav my all..although the day was not so intresting as it seems, but both of us had alot of fun together n this outing makes us more closer n love each other more than we had knew b4.................
total spent for his bdae..apprx $400......

MyLow = Juz tired..
MyHigh = Being in love wif a great guy.....

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:07 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006 •

Wat a weekend..

Friday was Good Friday!!!

I was at home the whole day..being a good girl i want to be..hehehe..tot of waking up early n treat my family to breakfast..but guess wat?? Sleep till 11plus n was awoke when my Bestie Call me!!! Hehehe..it's ok if he calls,i will wake up no matter waT!..so we talk for quite some time..so many things to say yet so little amt of time..coz u noe,when i start to nag at him, he will want to put down the phonie..he made my day,really..called my BaBy n he was working @ canadian..poor him,working the whole day on a holiday. Last nite he went DbL'O wif his canadian frenz..not Club Momo..He went home 4plus..i was already asleep sey.. Watch JLo fashion show on 5 & workd music awards '05..the tribute to Destiny's chile was OvEr Da ToP sey..haha..after that, i clean n tidy my room n made my MommY happy!! im so proud of myself..hahah..

MyLow = Bored at home

MyHigh = Proud of my Clean ROOM!!!

Saturday

My BaBy hav to work OT..will 4plus..chill at home till my BaBy got home. We went to Town coz my BaBy wanna Shop!!! he got hiz bonus!!! yeah...wanted to buy me a bag but he was too engrossed wif his shopping n i had no time to choose mine..its ok..thers other time..he bought a Nike soccer shorts for 47bucks!! wat da..HeLL!! so expensive..hav dinner at Pizza HUt Lucky plaza..ate my fav pizza SUPER SUPREME!!!..yeah yea..the service was fabulos except for tiz fat guy who serve us got BO!!..MyBABy wana faint..he said..hahaha...meet up wif WaWa n paragon.Surprised her..hehehe....talk for awhile n as usual, she closed her shop early n we walk down wif her...Went to LeVis's @ Heeren n my BaBy Bought a Shirt ther..cost him 60++Bucks..well he did ask me if i want anything..but the jeans that i wan cost almost $200..so i juz said no..hehehe..im not that evil ok..watch movies at Cineleisure, watch Inside Man..quite draggy..boring abit..ok lah..had an argument wif my Baby..he lest me walking alone behimh him..we alk quite far apart..he left me so far..quite scary at midnight walking alone in town..but i can see him..abt 10 metres away..went to al kader n my BaBy Treat his frenz..still not ok wif him but i didnt show it to his frenz...went he sent me home then he gav me a huge HUG n kiss me on the cheeks..that make my day..hehehe..love u so much...muacks!!!

MyLow = Arguement over stupid things..

MyHigh = My BaBy got his BoNuS!!! muuahaahhaa...

Sunday

Bored again...woke up late..my BaBy work canadian..he's been working so hard for me...truely love him so much..Watch BrokeBack Mountain on DVD..eeeewwwwwww...cant stand the movie..very disturbing but quite intresting...hahahah..disturb my baBy abt he being a gay..hahaha...raining heavily..had a good mom n daughter chat with my mommy..so happy!!!...i can feel that she appreciate my time too.......hehehe...rest at home really..

MyLow = Seeing two guys kissng n making out!

MyHigh = Mom n daughthr bonding sessions..

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 6:59 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006 •

Busy busy busy..

Its been afew days since i post any entry..been busy or should i say been going home late every nite..my mom hav been nagging at me & i feel dissapointed in myself coz ive been spending lesser n lesser time with her.My conversation wif her barely lasted a few short sentences..Coz u know,i get out my house early in the morning, met her but no mood to talk to much & will be back late at night feeling tired n restless ,again no mood to talk. She's such a good mom.Almost every day she woke up b4 me (mayb ard 4,4+) to cook 4 me n i dun even mother to say thank u to her. If she woke up abit late n had no time to cook she wld say sorry..hmm..im the one who take things 4 granted..such a bad daugther..i guess i will spend my Good friday at home with my family..hehehe..n by then, my baby brother will be back from his sch camp too..weee......!!

Monday

Nothing much really happen that day..as usual,work hav been stressing me out...After work went back home straight..the week b4 hav been tiring for me..watched "So u think u can dance"..great reality show..i love seeing people get critisize..i mean how they react to the situation..heeee...i was dancing to myself n showing off to my bro n he was like staring at me with the "wat the hell do u think ur doing" kind of face..hahaha...i juz love dancing..

MyLow = Cats at the bustop loitering ard in the morning..scary..

MyHigh = Destressing by dancing???..i dunno..

Tuesday

Late for work...the cats are still at the 291 bus stop..ran to 69 bustop juz bcause of the cats..can u believe it?..i ran away from cats coz i just hav tis fear for them..reach boon lay 7.35..surely late.took cab..cut queue..hehee..i dun care..cost me $8.50..sharks...!!..work work work......................meeting razia today...YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Met razia @ dobby ghaut..went to PS..lyn was ther too..she nd someone to acconpany her while waiting for her bf..so she tags along..had dinner @ Long john silver's..we had the best conversations ever..abt religion,marriage, our future, work, family, boyfrens..wow..great day..both of them are smart pple..later we sit @ the corner og the stairs of the mrt till late..talk2 n talk n talk..non stop..soon lyn bf arrived n they went away..finnally i hav my own time with my girl..soon i started to tell her abt my from @ work,wat happen..n all. she was really listening n paying attention to all the details..she felt me..i can c in her eyes..she's great..by the way, razia is my bestIE's (BoTaK) galfren..wenever my besTie is unavailable,i will consult her..went homeat 11+..took cab home..again took cab..cost me $9+..wow..im broke but yet still taking cab..BoTak (my Bestie) still havnt call me. im really dissapointed in him. he knew abt the inccident but he still hav not ask anything. Razia told me he met an accident while at Desaru..luckily nothing bad happen..haiya..miss u my besTie..

MyLow = Spending to much on Cabs!!

MyHigh = Meeting razia!!!!

Wednesday

Dunno y..i hav a rough morning..saw that "pakcik"!..try to avoid him..i got pissed off at My BaBy for chilling at coffee shop @ 10plus..u know y? coz he hav not start work at all n intending to start @ 11..aper sey..people working, he duduk at coffee shop..wif wak din of coz, His partner,his senior..my baBy always complain to me abt wak din's flaws..how wak din is lazy,always irritates him, got alot of excuses..n now when i say that wak din is showing my BaBy bad example of always "curi tulang", he cannot accept sey..he say wak din i great, hav 25yrs experience,he's lucky to hav him as partner....i dun understand his work lah..blah blah blah...wat the hell sey...n we started argue abt wak din..both dun wan to giv in..very stupid of us..after awhile,i juz realise that arguing abt him is juz a waste if time coz its abt WAK Din..wat da hell,i dunno him..i dun care..wateva..so i said sorry to my BaBy..coz if i were to tell him abt my CHEMICALs..he wont understand for sure..

Meet my babY after work n we had dinner n chit chat abt our life,our relationship,our future,our problems....love it when he open up to me..i love u ayang hippo!!!! heheeeeee..Met up wif my Girls (wawa n dyllah) @ New York Pizza..miss them..quite some time nvr meet them up..chit chat as usual..saw dian n chot..we didnt invite her to join us ey..felt guilty..she merajok wif us..OOPPPSSS!!!!....walk to alkader wif dyllah chit chatting n laughing on the way..met my Baby ther n he sent me home straight away..very tiring day..

MyLow = Arguing with my BaBY

MyHigh = Having my own private time with my SwEEtie Pie...heheh.. =p

Thursday

Very cold in the train in the morning..Started to rain quite heavy while in my company transport..Saw ODiE!!! actually,i was sitting @ the back of the bus n saw someone bald..who cld it be? cant be Odie coz he's on afternoon shift now..but when i alight frm the bus..it was him..so happy to meet him..my gd fren at work..i wld go to him if something not right happen at work..but since now he's on shift,we rarely talk to each other...so...he was working in the morning today because the plant was down..hehee...anyway, Odie is a philipino guy..he's cute..but he's very abang2..28yrs old..hehhe..bitchy me..haha..still love my BaBy..Well, nothing much happen @ work. My Technical director, Mr John Hall kept on coming into my lab..he's an angmoh..very friendly to me whenver he's in the lab..n juz now he put his palm on my head n said.."Siiiiitttiiiii....." twice! hehehe..like he's stroking his daughter head..haaha..i felt that he favors me more than any of my colleuges..hehe.....

Go home straight after work..watched american idol..yeah chris still in..he's hot..remind me of my brad pitt..i dunno y..hahhaa...later watching SUPERNANNY of arts central @ 10..good reality show..shld watch..

My babY going clubbing tonite..hmmmph..without me..he;s going with his canadian's frenz..to Club MomO..ceh..nvm..saturday nite is my turn..to MOS..hahah..my BaBy rarely goes clubbing,not like me...he's understanding,he's cool...great to hav him as my boyfriend..love u my BaBy HuEy!!!!!!! Muuuaaacckssssssss!!!!!.........

MyLow = Dun hav any really..only tired..

MyHigh = Get to rest at home.. =)

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:36 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006 •

Wat a week end.....

On friday nite..

i did OT till 11.30pm..n something happened at work. Something disturbing,scary n surprising...but i dun wan to talk abt it..juz disgusted by this old man @work. Took a cab home cost me almost $30. Meet my BaBy at bwh blk..they celebrated hiz bdae without me sey..boohoo..told my BaBy abt the incident,he was really not happy abt it..went home after a while feeling realy really shagged.. wanted to talk to my BeSTie but he was away in malaysia..dunno where he go.. =(

MyLow = That incident
MyHigh = No high today..

Saturday morning working @ Monkeys..

start work at 11am. NEVER BRING MY HANDPHONE!!! it was the mose uncomfortable day ever,without my phonie!...
At work, It was a Japannese girl, Rurika's bdae..okie lah the party. her parents not rude or demanding. very polite n got manners..Finish work at 4pm. but been calling my BaBy but he's still asleep. Didnt wake up in time to fetch me. Felt really irritated..kept calling him. I slacked @ monkeys till 7pm sey..talking crap n having stupid conversations wif sarah n dillah..hehehe..fun..meet my BaBy , hav a light snack at Orange Julius.

We went to Downtown east chalet for Ab's bDae cum leaving for Ns chalet..hehe..Meet my "pri sch gang"..they are one great bunch of buddies i hav in my life..known then for more than 10 years..12years actually since pri3..WOw!..haD FUN!..bought for Ab a cute "lolipop" condom with the wrapping " Happy BadaE to you..it only happens once a year.."..hint hint to natasha (his turkish/chinese/arab......etc. etc. origin galfren..heheh)

MyLow = No handphone for the whole day

MyHigh = Chilling out wif my buddies@ Chalet!!!

Sunday morning working @ monkeys again...

Start at 2pm..woke up at 12.30..late already..coz very tired..@ 1.15pm,my BaBy called me n he wanted to send me to work..hehehe..love u baBy..
It was Arian's bdae, my boss's (Mak Ayam!) son. Very draggy actually. But got tipped more than $15..i think its $18..i forgot.heheh..Mun face painted me n dillah..dillah the chipmunk n me the feather..hahah..Vince drop by n asked if i wanted to join them this sat to MOS..but of coz!! haha..the last time we went to MOS together was super fun!!!..that was like 2 or 3 wks ago rite........???? went home at 7pm..bought mommy mee goreng at s11 tampines..go home..very tired lah..my BaBy work camadian today..Jus now he want to zalina's sis' wedding..i didnt go, got work.. i guess i had a very packed weekend..it has always been this way, every weekrnd,i will be going home really late only to suffer on Monday...hehehe

MyLow = Cant sleep as long as i want to

MyHigh = hmm...got my monkey's PAY!!! heheh

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:32 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006 •

Hungry,tired...

Woke up late again..as usual..but this time i took a cab to tampines mrt..Cost me $3! manage to get the transport..Work as usual..Busy..busy..busy..My career..its a bore..thinking of chaging line..admin mayb? hav to take business coz then. C how lah..So excited to meet razia today only to be dissapointed that i hav to do OT!!!! til 10plus or 11plus..WAT The HEll???..yeah the money is good, but i had to cancell my appointmnet wif my good fren. . =( Dyllah call up juz now n told me TWO intresting,irritating,disturbing news!...one it abt this girl spreading news abt me n the other abt this guy who hav no appreciation of others at all!!!..wat kind of human being...Im still stuck at work now.. boring sey..hav to do this stupid melting point test,which is causing my eyes to get strained!..n im so hungry..no food..asked yusoff to ask ard 4 me if anyone got food..n odie my gd fren is no where to b seen! i only c his slippers!.....well,juz biskuit n tea then..Well, hope my results are ok.

Metting the girls (dyllah n wawa) after work at U.S pizza..if i can be on time that is..if not meeting then at alkader or bawah blk..My Baby playing soccer wif the guys..meeting them later too...dyllah say they going to surprise the bdae babies 4 this mth wif a cake. including my baby!! hehehe...cant wait..till then, i hav to go now..update later yeah..

MyLow = Unable to meet my girl, Razia!!

MyHigh = Not so sure yet..

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 8:02 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006 •

XBOX!

Today @ work...

Woke up late this morning..@5.30am..got ready in a rush.Unfortunately, didnt manage to get the 6.15 or 6.25 train..Sleep through the journey to work.Muz be really tired..Hopefull i didnt look ugly while sleeping in the train..alot of army boys in the mornig ok..hehehe..Miss the transprt.Hav to take 254 @ boonlay. Hate it alot..Crowded,squeezy,smelly,hot..no choice. Manage to reach work at 8.02am. Helen didnt come. Still sick. Cathy, my application scientist, is back frm her 3 days leave. Her daughter gone back to myanmar..she misses her alot though. seen her dreaming n staring at the blank wall alot of times...pity her..listen to her sorrows...Busy again as usual..hate my work..

Today after work...

Going home time, started to rain really heavily..took the other van to boon lay mrt..wrong choice..this driver took the long way..me n azizah regret taking that van. tmrw we're taking the other one.heheh....in the train,on my mp3. Guess WAT? Battery flat..boring..so i played wif my phone for sometime.Got bored again. Read my book. .mirically till finish..haha..irritating girl listen to her mp3 songs using loudspeaker. So inconsiderate....my Baby called n he wanted to pick me up at Eunos. Went to al-kader n eat kway teow kuah!..so red..some of the "kuah" splash on my cheek n tshirt..heheh..my BaBy eat alkader best dish, "Nasi ayam Goreng"...Got this couple infront of us very irritating n attract attention. Very the mat2 n mina..purposely talk loudly abt thier fighting n nonsence..playing reggaeton songs..so annoying. So i took my Baby NEW phone n purposely play Oasis Song..haha.im sure they got pissed by me. n then, greren day song,coldplay song...hehehe...n the most "kental" thing is that they guy's bike got this huge sticker saying "HANYUT"..really..they are one..haha..

Drop by my Baby house n took my Xbox back. at last..so long sey..bring it home,eveyone very excited. me tooo!!! can play dvd now! watch my all time fav american idol. The fat black girl got voted out.haha...not my chris pls.he's so hot...that bald head..awww......hehe...

Tmrw meeting Razia..Yeah!! cant wait. Miss her lots n lots!...

MyLow = Stress @ work

MyHigh = Getting my XBOX Back !! yeah..

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 9:50 PM

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Im Broke....

Yesterday @ work...5/04/06

It was super busy at work. Especially after lunch since my chemist, Helen took time off coz she's not feeling well. And its wednesday, my most hated day. u know y? Coz on this day all the smelly waste water are sent to my lab and it can add up to 10 sample MAX!Plus the smell..can u imagine that? Smell of "longkang'! other than that, there are thousands of samples queing in line, waiting 4 ME to test for its cholesterol & iso-cholesterol content. Using the FID-GC..Anyone know wats that? Yes? No? Gooood......haha..i almost miss my transport due to my busy schedule..n my boss, Zin Mar (the chief chemist) left b4 me! So i hav to lock the door n off the lights n evryone waiting 4 me inside the bus while i punch my card...wat aday...well, enough of work yea..

Yesterday after work...

Meet up wif my BaBy at Redhill..Started to rain..luckily we had our own raincoat. After taking all the trouble to wear my tight n uncomfortable raincoat, The rain stopped!!Kental sey...haha..My BaBy very excited coz we're on our way to buy his bdae present @ city Plaza..(BTW, his bdea is on 17th april..lagi lamer kan?)..Had dinner at Arnolds! Wow! Great food...Chicken that is..haha..but the service..well u decide..unfriendly waitress, slow service, really blur staff, rude staff..(they shout at each other infront of customer ok)..haiya..wat kind of management..crazy,but true..
We went to this perfume shop n i bought Davidoff cool Water for women (My Fav!) while my BaBY bought CK eternity..(he juz choose blindly..)..wAlk ard, walk ard..Stop @ this hp shop. This ah lian serve us..very good service,very friendly and helpful..Bought for my BaBy Sonny Erricson W750i..He was really really happy. Smiling and smiling all the way..Well thats the most expensive gift i had given him. Cost me $300 after trade in that is..(luckily eh..)but thats not all. i still hav to spent abt $100-$100++ for his bdae outing + dinner n all..im going bankrupt soon. Thats wat love is..anything is ok as long as its for ur sayang..Juz smile..After all,he had spent more than $600 for my 19th bdae organising a chalet..what can i say..im lucky rite?..hehe.. -HuGS-

MyLow = Stress @ work

MyHigh = Making my BaBy happy

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 12:27 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006 •

My 1st entry..

Hey babes n hunks..

Looks like i have a blog on my own now. Juz trying this out..Still confused on all the codes relatd to this bloggie thingy.Thanks to my baby brother, hanafia. He help me alot :) love u baby..hehehe

hugs & kisses..♥♥ 6:49 PM