hmm..
Had a rough friday nite...
went straight home after work..really tired. My baBy playing soccer wif the guys.i bet dyllah is there but i hav to do something at home.mayb later i join them. but hey something bad happen that nite. i wanted to use the computer for a while,look up on something in the net. my brother was using the computer,as usual,n i ask him nicely if i cld use it.he refused n he make me begged but still he refused. then maybe i annoyed him too much he started to grumble n shout n cry loudly..(its normal 4 him to do that, really...coz he's toooo pampered!)..my dad hates it when he shouts coz my dad cant stand nonsense noisey sounds especialy my bro's voice.its irritating. my dad started to get pissed off, followed by my mom. my mom blme me 4 not understanding enough to my bro n that i purposely make him cry..i was like WAT?????..so there it goes..3 people shouting..or shld i say arguing very loudly in my house n i feel so depressed..im scared.i heard door banging.scary....i went to my room.tears started to flow..i cant stop it. im too hurt. it scares me when my family is in this state. always bcoz my brother stubborness that make my parents argue.i hate him at that period of time.i hate my brother so much tat moment. my baby is playing soccer,im sure he's not picking up the phone. called bOtak. he's on his bike. afew minutes later he called back. cried to him n told him wat happen. he confort me 4 awhile (barely lasted 5 mins) n he had to hang up coz he;s fetching razia. i was dissapointed to the MAX! my bestfren doing this to me. seems he didnt care.i cried more. finnally called my Baby.he was the one who make me feel better...he asked me to say sorry to my parents n talk to them..he comfort me.he make me feel so much better.he stopped playing soccer bcoz of me. thanx my dear...
MyLow = Seeing my family in a mess
MyHigh = Knowing my baBy was there for me
Sunday Make me happy..i love my family..
woke up ard 11plus i think..tot of having breakfast wif my family.but my mommy already cook fish curry. ate my breakfast/lunch...talk to mommy..great talk.my sis didnt go to work. she joined us.my bro was sick last nite..poor him..i still love him okay..heeeeee...we had alot of fun talking,telling old time stories,the past,present n future....my dad soon joined us..tot of goin to suntec skali my uncle n auntie came. they are my MA n BA..the are my second parents.they love me like their own child.they took care of me whn im small.they nver had children.for 20+ yrs..so when i was born they make me thiers..when i was younger,i love sleeping over at their house n nver wanna go home.thats y i call them MA n BA..(i called my parents MAMA n BABA..so since they are my half parents..u get wat i mean rite..?)..so everyone had great family gathering that sunday.....wat happen on friday seems to fade away..im so glAd i have my family wif me.i love them n nvr wanna loose any of them. i smiled to myself aLOT that day.........maybe we're goin on a shirt trip this holidays..love my family so much.more than anything else..
MyLow = NONE!!!! =)
MyHigh = My Family make me complete n smile.. =)
